For real?

Here I thought i'm feeling depressed.
But...
Maybe not.
Maybe it just mood swing due to my period.

But...
I am long past my mood swing moment

Yet...
the result is quite shocking.

Moderate severe depression.

"We know moderate severe depression person have DIFFICULT TIME"

It is difficult...
It so difficult that I forget what is so difficult
Yet...
It is so difficult that my heart is hurting
But...
I dont know the reason why it is hurting

Is it because I cannot solve the problem?
Is it because I dont kbow the problem?
Is it because I know but I dont have the will to solve it?

Bottom line...
I am depression patient.
MODERATE SEVERE DEPRESSION PERSON
It can heal with time
And
It can kill with time