Destiny

Sometimes
No matter how much you know
You cant change the end

Sometimes
Even when it is crystal clear
You wish for impossible change

Sometimes
When he obviously look like @#$&*
You wish his not

Why?
Because sometime you love too much that you wish only the best for him
Because sometime you wish the end is well
Because sometime you have impossible dream that he will be yours

Why would you choose a dust over a diamond?

I wish you well, I really do.
Everytime I saw you...I wish you know the truth...the better truth
Thay will change a lot of things!!!
But its not my decision, its Allah decision.

If you ever in thousand years read this.*which is impossible*
I wish you are not @#$
I wish you are not @#!$/^&*

Understanding?

What would you do if someone that suppose to understand you...don't understand you?

For once in my life...I thought it could be different...it will be different.
But in the end, its the same.
No matter what happen only "what is the best for me" is what matter the most.
But you dont know, I dont want what the best for me...I want what I feel the best for me.
I'm willing to struggle...I'm okay if I'm poor...I'm okay with having to let go what I desire.

What I'm asking is for you to give me as much time to myself without being embrassed of me.
What I'm asking is for you to support me with whatever decision I'm planning to take.
What I'm asking is for you to give me advice not force.
What I'm asking is for you to be proud of what ever decision I'm making.
What I'm asking is for you to say out loud to the world that no matter what I do...no matter how poor I become later on...you always get my back. That what matter the most for you is I'm happy and enjoy what I do.

That is my selfish desire for you as you are the one that suppose to love me the most.
But I guess it is too big to be achieved?

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