The road to become a doctor is fucking with my sanity...and sometime I wonder is it really worth it.
The longer I'm in this journey...
The less sanity I have.
PhD...
It is not the research that is hard...
It is not the writing that is hard...
It is the self management that is hard.
You thought it gonna be easy...
But once you start writing you will discover more thing that you did not see before...
You will have to do research on the thing that is not in your research area...
The time you have is too much that it become too little.
Even though...all the shit happen.
I will always choose this path over and over again.
It is fucking hard but it is my choice.
It is fucking hard but it is my life.
It is fucking hard but it is my dream.
I may regret this...but I will regret it more if I did not do this.
