We often too hard on ourselves.
We put other as role model,
When it should be ourselve that we admire.
We able to face challenge, mistake, success,
From our own ability,
From our own experience,
From our own tears and fears.
From this moment onward,
No matter what people may say,
No matter what 'them' may say,
No matter how much darkness I see,
Nothing...NOTHING compared to the darkness that come to me tonight,
Nothing...NOTHING compared to the tears I shed,
Nothing...NOTHING compared to the fear I felt,
Nothing can compared to the fear and tear of seeing death come cross your way,
Nothing can compared to the fear and tear of seeing eyes of your loved one closed,
Not knowing whether they will be open again or not.
That fear...that tear...was worse than any darkness I ever saw in my life,
That trauma...that image I know would never leave my brain as long as my sanity allow me.