heh...

at last...im free again...but at least i added 1 more bro in my life...
amazing isn't when u still can be friend with ur ex....most people choose not to know anything about their ex anymore...but...we break not of fight @ anything...we break b'cause we love each other & don't want to hurt each other more...
but i in love with my bro once again...oh nooooo....its suck cause i know he will not love me more than just a sister to him..
but when its come 2 feeling nothing 2 say...i hurt once...happy once...hurt n happy...again n again...maybe this is the way allah want me to be matured in love n life
now...aq plik ngan dak laki camne dyeorg leh thn prsaan ble dyeopg crg ngan gf dyeorg...plik2...
done with love...go 2 study...
ok...my pointer is pretty great...but i fail programming...shit... i hv 2 repeat & go thourgh the nightmare once again...its ok...now i will be prepare...
as 4 2nite...thank to our team...we all win the AFF suzuki....u guys r just soo great...sabar, redha n most importantly....full of energy n spirit...may malaysia get back our glory moment...
happy 4 2day...

blog...

update seminggu skli 2 kre rajin ah an...
lgpn x de ape2 special sgt t'jd mggu nie...
just g giant kijal...
byk jmptn kawin...
n 'its complicated' situation....
sdgkn aq rse kteorg steady jer...
lntk ah dye...
maybe dye ade sbb sndri...
n just t'kilan skit ah...
anyway...
windu pakwe2 ku..haha
mmdgkn x de per sgt nk citer...
aq doakn seme jge dri musim hujan nie...
jgn smpai dmm lak...
nk msk sem bru dh nie..
tc k

mistake...

dlm byk2 kslhn yg aq wt...kslhn yg pling bsr adlh trima cinta dye@ reject cinta dye...now sme nie dh jd 1 kslhn...
aq x thu sape aq dlm hdp dye...but i can feel that im no1 in his life....not anymore...i guess my decision have hurt him deeply...very deeply...
maybe this time i can really let go of any boys in this world...i dont think trying to find a true love is a good action for me...maybe never be a good action at all...i guess marrying some1 that luv u is good enough than hoping for some1 to luv u back...
if that the case... i guess that i gonna be engage next year maybe in May...i hope this time it was a good decision...i hope no1 will be hurt by my action anymore...
and just too tired to hold on what people want to feel about me...
every1 is better off without me...
it was the best decision...
give me strength to face all of this...
lastly please pray 4 my result...
pray that i dont hv to repeat...it gonna give me more burden...
ya allah tolong makbulkan doa aq nie...hanya pdmu aq memohon...n hanya engkau yg b'kuasa memakbulkn doa hambamu...tlglah ya allah