sentap giler dowhh

firstly...assalammualaikum hati

wassup nk sentap2 nie an...hmm...mau x sentap...aq handle blog club...then someone leh komen...cre aq organize blog 2 bad..ok...alhamdullilah ah..ade gak org sudi kritik...xde ah ngutuk blkg2...dh bgus...but yg sentapnyer ayt dye...dye leh kate...dye xcaye blog 2 d organize by bdk comp...

Hello semua rakyat jelata...kenapa bila cakap budak comp then everyone expect that we know everything related to computer..we learn what we being teach...n its not everything!!! then mesti dyeorg expect kalau we can do everything jgk an...pliz understand...if we are computer graphic student...we dont know about software @ how to fix comp...we just know how to design thing according to what we learn...

n blog is not in our subject...tp sbnrnya aq pn xthu nk tulis blog nie cmne...bila abg aq dh bebel sruh update bru aq update..im not good at writing...ever!!! sentap sgt hati...

bab blog club 2 aq pn xthu nk formal ke nk santai2 ke...hmm...apa nk wt nie hati...ko sabo jelah yer...aq jgk yg sruh dyeorg kritik kan...hmmm...tp kritikan tu menyakitkn..kenyataan tu mmg pahit...tp kne kutuk blkg2 lg skit...redha jelah...hwuaaa....yangggg...comfort me plizz

Trend??? Hidayah???

Salam hati...
dah lme hati x mencurah kata...sbnrnya hati ini dh giler...byk sgt yg perlu di rasa...pedih, kecewa, takut...seme ah
spnjg beberapa bulan nie...alhamdullillah...hidayah Allah sentiasa menemani...walau kadang2 t'babas gak diri nie...klau dlu ade pakwe2 nk kongsi cerita...skang..still ade tp Allah aq cri dlu...insyaallah.
tp hati nie b'belah bg...kenapa setiap kali aq tgk org kwin...aq jelez...aq tgk org pakai tudung labuh aq jelez...aq tgk org b'niqab aq jelez...sbnrnye sbb trend skang ke sbb hidayah yg Allah bg

aq tgk org kawin muda...haa...mmg skang trend org kwin muda an...aq pn nk kwin muda...mmg mula2 excited..tp lme2 aq sedo...aq xmampu n xsedia ag nk jd milik org...aq still nk di manja ibu ngan ayh aq...tp setiap kli aq tgk org kwin aq t'pikir..npe aq yg nk kwin sgt nie Allah xbg..Allah dh t'lepas pndg aq ke?? ke Allah ngajuk sbb aq byk sgt wt dosa...then aq sedo...aq xnk Allah t'lps pndg aq...aq xkwin smpi tua pn xpe...asal Allah tgk lh aq...aq..hamba dia...walau aq sedo...ape je yg aq wt..still xleh tebus dosa aq spjg aq hidup nie...byk sgt..cuma jgn lh Allah xpndg aq...pndg lh(org yg xrse ape yg aq rse leh ckp aq drma tp klu dh rse, korg akan thu b'tapa t'kilannye bila t'lintas kt fikiran nie yg Allah xpndg kita)

Alhamdulillah..skang aq pn tgh b'jinak2 ngan tudung labuh...bkn nk bangga diri..bkn nk riak..tp bila aq start pakai tudung labuh nie..ramai org kte aq cntik pkai tudung labuh...hee...mkin semangat dri nie...heeee..skang pn tiap2 ari cbe motivasi diri sndri...nk g join usrah @ ceramah kt masjid aq still malu...yelah...aq xsehebat dyeorg...dpt hidayah n bantuan Allah dulu dr aq..mesti Allah lg syg dyeorg...soo..kte usrah ngan cik Google jelah...ramai akak2 blogger yg byk post yg menguatkn lg semangat nie..
tp xnk jd muslim sejati 2 x mudah..tp xpayah..cme byk godaan n cabaran..cabaran aq yg pling beso..aq still x leh tgglkn bju2 aq...jeans2 aq...bru beli tuuuuu...rugiii..(mana lg rugi...duit ke kasih syg Allah...heee) n more, aq still xleh berubh dpn sedara mara aq...still free hair..tp at least x short pants dh...maluuu...raya thun nie...aq pakai stokin g raya...try nk b'jinak2...yelah...kaki pn aurat an...then sepupu aq tnya..."doh bakpe mung pakai stokin"..aq t'kedu...xthu nk jwb pe...last2 aq cbut..bila pikir balik...bodo btul aq time 2...jwb jelah kaki 2 aurat n Allah sruh ttup aurat...kn settle..tp nk wt cmne..tanda iman aq xckup ag ah 2

dr thun lps dh aq niat nk pakai niqab lps puasa...tp bila tnya abg t'syg aq dye leh jwb"hmm...jgn ah...6t ko nmpk pelik"..ok..fine...abg aq x support aq..tnye pakwe aq...(time nie ade pakwe ag..) dye kte bgus ah...dye suka...siap knlkn ngan kwn dye yg pakai niqab gak...ok ah...kwn dye nasiht2 skit then 2 jelah...aq segan nk mntk nasihat ngan org aq xknl nie...pastu aq tnye ibu...ibu gelak...ibu pn xbg...then...memandangkn niqab nie xwajib pn...tp dgr ckp ibu 2 lg wajib..so aq lupakn niat aq 2...then bru2 nie...ayah leh lak provoke aq...dye nk blikn aq niqab..ya Allah...perasaan mse 2...hepi ade sedih pn ade...hepi sbb at least aq thu...ayh setuju ngan aq...sedih sbb aq rse cm ayah nganjing je niat aq 2...

so hati...ko sentiasa ah t'kepit selagi tuan ko nie...x decide btul2...n selagi tuan ko nie penakut...tp INSYAALLAH...insyaallah eh...aq xjnji..insyaallah...msuk thun bru nie...aq nk cbe berubh...goal.."nk jd muslimah sejati ke arah mnjdi muslimah solehah...insyaallah"

hmm...nie ah bahana klu dh lme pendam seksa hati...sekli muntah..bnjir 1 blog...hee...aq rse nie jelah dlu ye hati..len kli sllu2 ah luahkn...bru ah hati krg t'seksa...hee...slmt mlm hati...
mode: turn off hati,turn on otak...study finalllll

fun..tired...happening...stress!!!!

Assalammualaikum...

IT FINALLY OVERRRRRRR!!!!!! oh makeweekend is finally over!!! very stressful weekend but then its happening...wuuuuu (whew)...tired really...assignment not done yet...study not done yet...n i had to involve in makeweekend...but...sincerely said this is the best weekend EVERRRR!!!

brainstorming idea is easy...make a prototype is stressful...n have a song is WONDERFUL...makeweekend team u guys r totally awesome!!!!(feel like screaming)

this video is fully credit to makeweekend team..thanks guys..a lots!!!

btw...this line is special to psychos...(klu ko jmpe blog nie...JGN BACA OLDER POST!!!!!!)

DISASTER

assalammualaikum...
sedih hati nie...bila apa yg sy rancang xmnjadi
n its worse..
it turn to disaster

blutlh kata2 Allah
kun faya kun
1001 kli kita rancang pn
klu Allah dh ckp kun faya kun pd rncgn lain
maka jadi lh rncgn Allah 2
ssguhnya Allah ade perancangan t'baik utk hamba dye

Allah x prnh kejam kt hamba dye...
hamba dye je xreti b'syukur
hmmm...sedo hakikat 2
tp...bila rancangan yg sy rncg b'kecai
sedih hati nie...pilu..pedih

pndai pujuk diri
ada hikmah
Allah nk tunjuk kuasa dye
Allah nk bwk kita g jalan yg lbih baik
Allah nk hamba dye nie bahagia
walaupn skang kecewa...sedih...
insyaallah rncgn Allah tu lbih baik
Allah nk jaga...xnk bg t'salah lgkh lg

Ya Allah...kau kuat kn hati nie...
airmata nie xnk b'henti mengalir memikirkn rncgnmu
2 3 ari nie duk tgk ada kwn kwin
teruja rse..gembira...
dh t'byg tema apa...dh t'byg hantarannya
tp rncgn Allah ckp sy blum b'sedia
Allah pisahkn dulu utk mengelak b'laku maksiat
sabar lah murni..
rancangan Allah tu hebat
mengalirlh dikau airmata...mengalirlh
aq yakin satu saat...ble Allah nk aq bahagia..
kau xkn mampu keluar lg

Ya Allah..terima kasih ats nikmatmu
atas rncgnmu
aq percaya ada hikmahnya
cuma anggota dan mulut blum mampu menerima
masih lancang menyakitkn hati org
Ya Allah..kau bantu aq

p.s:aq pernah bce...klu Allah sayang kita...Allah akn jaga hati,anggota,lisan dan pemikiran kita
mungkin aq blum smpi tahap 2...tp sdg mencuba...

AIRMATA MENGALIRLAH SELAGI KAU MAMPU...
BIARLAH MESEJ YANG DIRANCANG TRUS DISITU
SEBAB 1 HARI AQ AKN KENANG BALIK N FIKIR
"BETAPA ALLAH ITU BESAR PERANCANGANNYA"
MENGALIRLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MENGALIRLAH SELAGI KAU MAMPU

repost

assalammualaikum
harap post nie x menyakitkn hati siapa2 dh
byk dh dosa skit an ati org nie
hmmm...bkn nk b'lagak @ what so ever...just nk mnjelaskn ape yg slh...

bkn nk jd baik

assalammualaikum...
xslh doakn org...walau xde org bce pn..heee

sbnrnyer...pedih ati nie ble kekerasan yg aq gne
pilu hati nie ble ade yg t'luka
tp peluang nie bkn sllu dtg
aq hrus ambik kesempatan
thu bkn slh dye
thu jgk bkn slh sesiapa

mgkin yg kejam 2 aq
mgkin yg jht 2 aq
mgkin yg b'slh 2 aq
mgkin jgk yg hina 2 aq

i learn things that u cant accept
i learn to love Allah
but when u r around
satan get over me
its not ur fault
its love that make things different

i learn...as a human u cant be greedy
whether u get Allah love @ human love

bkn nk jd baik
tp mende nie dh lme t'pendam
kte thu couple haram
tp kte couple jgk

bkn nk jd baik
tp sdg mencuba m'jd lbih baik

mgkin aq xlyk nk mntk lbih dr Allah
ape yg aq dh wt..aq je thu
cme ble Allah msih bg kesempatan nie
aq nk..aq nk ambik kesempatan nie
aq tkut ngan dosa yg aq dh wt dlu
aq mgkin nmpk baik tp dosa yg aq dh wt aq je thu

bkn nk kejam..
tp nk ambik peluang nie...nk cri cinta illahi
aq hrp dye sudi ikut jln nie
putus skang bkn bererti xde jodoh
just utk mse nie
aq nk kejar cinta hakiki
bia 6t leh didik laki n anak2 sndri

aq t'paksa lpskn cinta kte
aq nk kejar cinta lain
tp percayalh
insyaallah cinta bru nie akn 1 kn kte
n aq nk dgn cre yg proper
sbb aq xnk hlg cinta yg bru nie utk b'sama cinta yg lme

(syg thu syg xbaik...cme kli nie...bg syg peluang cri cinta lain..hati syg kosong abg xleh rse...skit ble sdr hakikat nie..syg hrp abg dpt tlg syg cri cinta bru syg)

lost

i try my best to hold the tear from fall...but im not that strong enough...it hurt..
it hurt as much as luffy cant save his nakama...
i try...i really try my best to hold the tears...but it keep falling
love is hurt...ya..it hurt when u love someone...but if u in love with al-quran..it sure make u strong
i love al-quran..but i also love a person
hmmm..
and it hurt more when u thought that today would shine throughout
but it happen that..today not only cloud but a disaster come..

it feel great to start ur day with a word "i love u"
it sure bright ur day..one full day
but it more great with just one mistake
it ruin the day n the whole week...
the whole yesterday sweet memory..
mistake is great..it can ruin happiness
it can ruin a smile n a hope..
my smile n my hope
it also ruin the imagination that u could be "the one" that can cheer me up
and change it to never hope n imagine that "the one" is u

the past memory should make u aware
u should learn from it
promises n excuses is just part a lie
n I HATE LIAR!!!!
once a liar also be a liar

niqab

sedih sgttt...aq nk sgt pakai niqab...tp parent aq x setuju...dyeorg kte org pkai niqab nie x thn lme...lme2 msti xpkai dh...lg2 aq yg xthn pns nie...lgpn aurat muka n tgn x t'msuk

aq nk sgt pkai...bce kt 1 blog nie...dye kte...kte umat akhir zaman...xthu ble leh mati...aq nk pkai sblum aq mati...

aq nk pakai niqab bkn sbb aq nk tnjuk baik...tp aq nk jd lbih berani dlm perubhn...aq nk perubh dgn sempurna...aq nk jge bts2 yg perlu aq jge...yg dlu aq wt2 lpe...aq nk top up blik...lgpn pakai niqab an sunnah,,,ikut sunnah dpt pahala...aq nk elak maksiat...aq nk pakai niqab sblum aq kwin...aq nk baikkan nme mak ayh aq...aq xnk lps kwin bru pkai...6t org kte laki sruh..malu laki aq...

ya Allah...pd bulan yg mulia nie...aq pohon pdmu...kau lembutknlh hati ke2 ibu bapaku...

SESUNGGHNYA HATI MANUSIA ITU MILIK ALLAH..DIA MAMPU MEMBOLAK -BALIKKAN DAN DIA MAMPU MELEMBUTKAN

DAN

SESUNGGUHNYA DIA LEBIH MENGETAHUI APA YANG TERBAIK BAGI HAMBANYA

maybe..aq xmampu ag kot...tp smpi saat aq nk mampu..aq nk bersedia...aq nk bljr islam...i wanna learn like a newcomers to islam..insyaallah...doakn aq yer

bad mood

ya allah...skitnyer ati nie...hmmm...
org kte jgn ngadu kt blog...fb...@ twitter..tp menulis wt aq lega skit..
org xkn hargai ssorg until they gone..tp plik...ble dh dpt blik pn still x pndai hargai...
klu aq thu mcm nie...kwn pn aq xnk...msj pn xnk...dr xskit ati dh jd skit ati...
lme2 aq nie mati sbb skit ati jelah...hmmm

difference....

hmmm...kkdg sedih ble pkir...tp xleh wt pe...dh fitrah...manusia berubh...rse brubh...mse berubh...perasaan berubh...

first year is a sweet year...tp ble mse beredar...kte akn sedar...bnde mse yg berulang setiap hri dlm sesuatu hubungan 2...akn timbul rse jemu...akn timbul rse menyampah...akn timbul rse mls lyn...

org yg ckp xprnh pkir perasaan org yg bce...mybe dlu mse aq jemu dye tgh nk b'manja...tp aq hncur kn ati dye

tbe giliran aq nk b'manja n dye yg rse mcm 2...dye hncurkn ati aq...tp xpe...

prnh dgr ayt "what goes around comes around"

aq pn dh krg rse yg dlu2...sbb aq sndri xpsti ngan hubungan kteorg...aq mntk jd kwn je...n dye trima...tp ape yg b'laku...hmmm kteorg mcm kapel...hmmm...sshnyer seksa perasaan...

PERINGATAN UNTUK SAPE2 BELUM TERJEBAK NGAN CINTA!!!!!!!!!!

PLEASE DON'T!!!!!!!!!

byeeeeeee

im sori yangg...i hv to delete u...it hurt..
kite bru kapel smlm...arinie dh nk kne delete
bukan ape blogku syg...
sakit ati nie  ngan kata2 org...
yg jht seme bg kt i
lps2 dye kaitkn ngan u
hmmm...klu sbb u adik i sendri pn leh hina i...
i think ckup ah kot...jgn risau...i sentiasa igt u...
org hina lh ape2 pn...kenyataan cme i yg thu
xpe yanggg...i akn start hidup bru...seme bru...
fb bru...no phone bru...blog bru...
ape yg b'lku i anggap blsn utk i
sbb mmg i byk wt dosa...mmg ptut Allah trik nikmat dye blik
i terima...i jnji xnk nangis dh
im sori yer...mlm nie bru i delete...i nk b'sama u bce dlu seme post lme...
last time...yanggg...i airmata nie xnk benti...
skit yang...lgu skit dr jd ptung mainan utk dak 'A' dlu...
xpe...i sabar...i mntk maaf kt u...jdkn u tmpt luah perasaan
i ikhlas tau...xprnh pura2 mse i cite kt u...
xkn u pn nk ckp i pura2???
xpela yang...i je thu ape i rse...i mntk maaf...byeeeeeeeee
:( :( :(

dh dpt...

kenyataan @ kebetulan...xthu ah 2...tp dlu ssh...tp skang sng...
dh dpt sng ah lps...
Hati A:so im wondering...xnk lps sbb xdpt ke slme nie..
Hati B:soo...serve my right then...
HAti A:xpelaaa...ade sbbnye tu
Hati B:kite redha jelah...
Hati A:tp t'pkir...npe sedih klu tu yg t'baik
Hati B:sbb ko x reti b'syukur ah 2...ssh sgt
hehehe...pape jelah
asal aq wt org ltk hrpn palsu kt aq...2 dh ok kot

its hurt

its hurt to hold on any longer and its hurt to stay any longer...hmmmm
or should i say tired...
in times of recently situation, i feel free, i got to feel the beautiful to be single and have fun with my friend
its not that while we together im not free, it just that my mind is free my heart is free
but i know if i ask for a break up the answers that i may got is, why??? im not gonna let u go!!!
does someone know the pain that i feel..




seksanya bercinta klu hati dah xde rse cinta 2...tp nk b'pisah pn xleh
sedihnyaaa...can u just let me go??? plizzzz...
its hurt to hold on any longer...
im sorry if you read this, but im not brave enough to tell this directly to you...
not even to hear ur voice...im sorry...

kuih raya

Assalammualaikum..

Tujuan hamba mengupdate blog nie utk peringatan dri hamba sndri....huhuhu

dh ade list utk kuih raya thun nie...oyeahhh
benda wajib yg kne ade mesti ah kuih kacang
yg ke2 wajib tart nenas
lps 2 aq nk wt kuih nie

nme kuih nie...snow almond biscuit...hehehe...nmpk sedap an...bhn2 dye ssh skit tpnyer...byk sgt..xpe...usaha tangga kejayaan.

lagi 1 aq nk wt...yg nie

nme dye macaroon...cute an...an...an...sbb 2 aq nk wt...heeee...bias an...bia ah!!!

tp poblem bsrnyer ingredioent dye...almond powder..ssh kot nk cri kt malaysia nie...dh ah mahal...adoiii...xpe...aq nk wt gop...dlu dh wt pie jd(walaupn xjd sgt sbnrnyer)...skang usaha ag...

1 t'lintas kt pkirn aq...aq bak2 baking2 nie laju an...ble nk bljo msak...sian bakal laki aq 6t...xkn nk mkn kek ngan biskut je ari2...kan ade dye kol talian nur kte aq dera dye...xpe2...6t aq try bljr...tp aq nk bljr chinese cuisine lu...

haa...aq dh order macaroon nie...esok dpt...klu rajin...esok aq update ag...tp mahal siot...RM 17 utk 10 biji...xsabooo...tp rse cm m'bzir pn ade...aq bab makan...duit x lokek...bab bende len...bukan men lokek ag

nie jelah dlu utk n3 kli nie...len kli aq update ag...arios

sepetang n semalam bersme adik2ku

assalammualaikum...

hee...sweet an tjuk nie...hahaha...skli skle blik umah dpt relax2 ngan adik2 adlh perkara pling hepi aq rse...(skli skle ke ko blik umah??...hehehe...) yg pnting aq syg adik2 aq...btw sori berat skit post kli nie

AMARAN KERAJAAN MALAYSIA

"post nie hanya utk org yg dh ckup umor yer...post ini mengandungi unsur2 seks n seram...ibu mengandung dan kanak2 bwh umur 18 thun yg blum sunat xleh bce"

cerita b'mula pd jam 5.30 ptg...hehehe...

(mse nie still mls trun...nie ambik gmbr ngan enset chokia...sbb 2 gmbr x lawo)

(org yg tlis nie je sewel eh...org yg posting nie x sewel)

(mmg aq syg pakwe aq...tp aq lg syg adik2 aq)

(aq syg awek2 aq gop...tp sbb kn nie bkn aq yg tlis...means...adik aq tlis utk awek dye ah)

(adik aq t'tonggeng 2 nk tgk anto laut kot)

(bajet comei ah ko snyum mcm 2)

(upacara m'besarkn ****...dye yg ckp mcm 2...aq tlg igtkn jer)

(dr snie ah mermaid man dpt nme)

(apakah???hanya yg bijak je thu..hehehe)

(jom kte men msk2 yg puan2)

(muka!!!heh...mls ase ngaku adik)

(nie ble aq bebel sruh snyum...haram..apenyer senyum ah g2)

(nie dh nk blik...kne ah cuci bju...klu x b'psir ah bdn ko)

dh abis sepetang 2...smpai ah mse utk adegan mlmnyer lak

(haa...nie ah cre nk wt pai...nie crust dye bru...ssh nk wt)

(mcm2 buah ade...adiah dr pok cik aq)

(shantek x???sure sdp nie klu dh shantek2 bgni)

(nie yg siap msk...spot the love...pok cik aq ah sruh wt...kbtuln ada lbih)

(nie yg aq dh mkn spruh...mmg sdp ah)

pai yg aq wt 2 mmg sdp...tp mnis sgt...tp crust dye best...aq cite kt mak aq...dye tgk first thing dye komen(knpe berair nie??)aq jwb ah sbb aq gne buah n gula...sdd 2 cair jd air kot...pas2 mak aq pn msuk mood chef...(semek...kne msk dlu bru bleh ltk dlm nie...bru lh x bearir mcm nie...pndai ngat mung wt)...hehehe...aq mmg nk wt g2 mulanya...tp start wt pn dh kul 12...nk tggu seme2 mmg smpi esok x siap...lgpn...aq silap timing...lme kot bkr pai nie...dkt 2 jam...aq mula2 bkr stgh jam je...g tgk putih ag...tgk jm dh kul 2...ahhh...smbung esok jelah...pg 2 aq bgun trus smbung bakar...akhirnya siap jgk masterpiece aq...aq bru bljr mmg ah x perfect ag...aq wt ag skli 6t bru umpphh...

sblum daku mengundur dri...kpd sesiapa yg b'kenaan jgn mrh ehh...arios

sweet + seksa

hmm.akhirnyer...aq bg jgk peluang kt dye...tp nie last chance...really LAST...dye pn sedr hakikat nie...sbb aqtrima n bg peluang...sbb dye sggup nangis utk aq..sweet sgt aq rse dye nangis utk aq smlm..hee...nk kecundang dh semlm tp tetibe dpt thu dye tpu aq...xjd nk bg peluang...tp nk tdo asyik t'ngiang2 je dye nangis...alololo...ciannyer lh...klu dye x nangis mybe aq pn xtrima dye dh...sbb dye nangis je aq trima blik...mcm bodo je alasan nie...tp klu korg dgr dye nangis smlm mmg sedih wa ckp lu...lgpn dh puas aq seksa dye 2 3 ari nie...tp aq still xmmpu jmpe dye...still rse dri nie kotor sgt...xmmpu nk pndg dye...bia ah aq jmpe lps dh kwin 6t...bia lg sweet...tp dye dh xnk kwin ngan aq...hmm...xpe...aq cri org len...lgpn aq nk study overseas...klu kwin 6t dye xnk lpskn aq...aq cri org overseas ah...ok gop...tp t'pkir blik...klu g2 ape motif aq bg peluang kt dye???hmmm...motifnyer...ntah ah

pelik

asal ngan aq nie...ble mlm je mula ah mood wt hal...adoiii..asyik nk nangis jer...smlm dh smpi kul 4 aq nangis...bgun pg td bapak bengkak mata aq...muka pn melekit2 ngan air mata...sedih aq tgk muka aq...klu org len tgk mau pengsan kot...hahaha


bgun pg td kul 7...lwt dh solat subuh...2 pn bgun sbb pok cik aq miskol...t'kejut gop...cmne ah len on lak enset...rse smlm sedihnyer psl aq off enset 2...pusing2 bru terigt mse alarm clock aq bunyi kul 6.30 aq tkn yes ble dye tnye "on handset"..ade hikmah gop...dh bgun solat...kejut rumet2 seme aq smbung tdo blik...tp mmdgkn mood sedih ade ag...aq off blik enset..kul 11 bgun aq on enset...sdg elok je msj pok cik aq msuk...pas2 tdo ag...mls bgun nyer psl...golek2...kul 12 bru bgun...sbb baju memanggil utk dibsuh...siap bsuh2 mndi tgk pok cik aq miskol 6kli...nk msj ajk kuo...mls nyer lh nk kuo...tp pkir aq nk g jmpe ex-rumet aq...aq trima gop...duk dlm kete punye ah segan...aq thu aq sllu wt slh...time 2 ah rse nk jer aq plg cincin d jri nie...hmmm...nsib bek pok cik aq xungkit halsmlm...klu x mmg sah aq plg cincin nie...x sggup dh nk skit an ati ank org...


skli jam ah pulak...mmg baran aq...dh ah ngantuk x hilang ag...kne lak pns...mmg cair aq...hish...pok cik aq mula2 bkn men sopan bwk kete...ikut peraturan...t'tnya2 gop aq xde niat nk potong ker...org len jln 2 line dh jd 3 line...dye xnk join ker...baik btul...skliii...hmmm....HAMPEH...join jgk lastnyer...yg bestnyer...dye msuk line t'sepit kenderaan beso2..aq dh ah tkut ble libat bas ngan lori nie...dye igt kete dye kebal kot lwn ngan bas...bas 2 pn...punya lh shit...bapak rpt ikut blkg...hishh...


dh smpi bndr trus g jmpe rumet aq...perghhh...punya lh windu rse aq nk peluk cium nk nangis kt c2 gop...tp dh ah public...pok cik aq ade lak...ke kepala ego aq...muka abis selamba...jmpe membe2 dye...yanggg i love u sooooo much...tp sbb perut wt hal aq ngan pok cik aq blah lu g cri mangsa nk kne bhm...aq bhm nasi aym...pok cik aq bhm nasi b'lauk...cm t'liur jer aq ngan lauk dye tp dh dye nyr xnk ah lbih2...


yg impressive ngan pok cik aq..pgg tgn aq dh b'lapik...pergh...dgr ckp...bangga aq...tp kt ecm jelah...smpi kt kp...jari dye dh mula korek2 bju alas aq 2....nk t'gelak aq...xleh thn jgk...igt leh ah thn smpi blik...aq duk tggu jer ble dye nk give up...hehe...haa...sblum ke kp...otw ke tmpt kete...tetibe dye dukung aq...bapak malu...tmbh lak ade laki cina lalu kt blkg rse cm nk nyorok je bwh tgga


tetibe kete lak wt hal...sblum 2 aq ajk pok cik aq g cowboy...aq nk g beli bby sblum blik...sunyi bilik nie xde bby...xde mende aq nk ngadu klu aq sedih...dh kete wt hal pok cik aq trus lpe...bapak bengang kecewa...tp nk wt cmne..dh kte "pok cik" mesti ah tua..soo nyanyok perkara biasa...lgpn dye risau an kslmtn kami...tp cowboy dh dekat!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!


mslh ag...kete 2 brek wt hal..pok cik aq cuak..soo benti kt kompleks dagangan..tggu sedara dye dtg ambik...mmg sllu sedara 2 ah mgsanyer...dh mcm adik angkt aq dh...(tmbh aq koleksi adik angkt aq..tp beza dye x pggl aq along...dye pggil nme aq...soo x d iktiraf mne ah)...pok cik aq cuak psal kete dye...aq cuak skli 2 3 membe dye dtg pekse kete 2...mula2 aq steady jer...eh TETIBE...tmbul perasaan x sdp...aq duk t'byg klu kne kenduri aq nie...mmg free jelah...dh tmpt t'sorok...tp pkir pok cik aq ade kt c2...krg skit rse tkut 2...tp klu kne pok cik aq pn join...mmg naye aq...igt lak  rumet aq duk bebel sbb tpu ibu aq...eh bkn tpu...x bgthu spnuhnyer cite jer...hishh seram


smpi jer 'ADIK ANGKAT' aq...lega aq...ntah ah rse cm lega pdhl...sedara pok cik aq 2 pn laki gop...tp still lega...blik 2 ah...aq xthu nk ckp perkara best ke x best...tp klu smpi thp cium2 nie aq xske ah...tp aq xelak...rse nk 2 ade...hmmm


dh smpi kt bilik bru t'igt...ade 1 hadis@ayt aq xigt ah...klu mencuri klu potong tgn si pencuri...tp ble melibtkn zina...pom puan di slhkn...sbb klu ikut an...pom puan yg goda laki...PAPPP...kne sbiji ats pale aq...mmg trse aq tggung dosa bsr sgt2...dosa aq ag...dosa pok cik aq ag...sbb kre aq yg goda an..hmmm...hrp2 ALLAH ampunkn dosa aq n hrp sgt lps nie aq mmpu kwl nafsu sndri...sbb pompuan ade 9 nafsu n laki ade 1 je nafsu...soo quiet logik ah klu islam slh an pompuan dlm hal nie...hrp x b'ulang...2 je...


perghh...bpk pjg cite aq...2 cite utk arinie jer...klu byk ari mau...jenuh kne scroll nie...sooo aq stop lu ah...salam...doakn aq jauh dr maksiat n d ampunkn dosa...assalammualaikum

yangggg

yanggggg....sumpah skang aq nk korg sgt2...aq xnk aq yg skang....aq nk aq yg dlu...aq nk aq yg xprcye cinta yg ngarot2 nie...aq xske aq yg nangis sbb bnde nie...aq sumpah x ske yang...sgt2 xske...yanggg tlg aq...aq letih sgt2...sometime aq rse baik aq trus disakiti dr d sygi...nk jge ati org ssh yang...ssh sgt2...sepuluh juta kli ssh...


sy mntk maaf sgt2...t'llu byk yg sy dh wt kt awk...xde ape yg dpt bls kebaikn awk...

xde keje len

2 3 ari nie mmg bz yg t'amat...list keje kt board dpn nie x prnh kurang mkin b'tmbh ade...hmmm :-( tp aq xde keje len...steady je lyn cite karton...hehehe...siap t'mimpi2 ag...haha...quiz pn mggu dpn b'lmbk nie tgh otw study nie...yg aq pling xthn AI ah...mcm phm...skli bkk past year question mmg blur trus...xde byg lgsg ape aq bljr...xprnh aq thu comp pn ade chromosome...hebat comp nie...hebadd ag dax yg bljr comp(aq ah 2) bljr comp bljr gop bio...klu gnie leh ah kejo blik cite2 aq nk ambik marine biology...hahahaleh ah dpt double degree...1 aq ambik prof 1 ag aq ambik dr dh ah...smpi tua aq bljr...sng...xyah pkir nk kwin..haa...tetibe rse nie idea pling bijak...muahahahahaha(gelak jht)

dlu keje aq slain lyn muvie mesti mkn...skang aq dh pndai jimat...mkn < RM5 seari...cmnie klu aq blik rmh jimat skit...klu result bgus leh ah try bli camera lak...tp ntah camera ape ntah yg pling cggih lak...hmmm


1 ag keje aq...hmmmm...aq nie sllu skit an ati dye an...hmmm...xthu dh nk wt cmne...mntk break dye xnk...sruh cri len dye xnk...hmmm...aq xslhkn dye...lgsg x...skit pn x...sbb aq thu...2 mmg slh aq...that why mula2 dlu aq dh warning...jd kwn lg bgus...klu kwn aq bhn kutuk ke sakat ke aq pn xrse b'slh...hmmm...mybe he just to good for me...btul x mohd mustaqim oii...weiii...ko tlg ah awex ko nie...org len couple dye nk gop..dh couple xpndai jge ati tunang lak...bodo an aq nie...hmm...klu ko ade mesti ko kutuk aq puas2 an...hmmm...tp aq thu dlm ko kutuk2 pn ko nasihat gak awex ko yg bodo nie...mohd hafiz mustaqim...yanggg...cmne nie...lyk ke aq ngan dye...aq nie xpndai jge ati org...ngan ko pn aq sllu wt ko trse...hmmm...yangg ko ajr ah aq...

ape pn ko tlis there nothing can change the fact that u r sad right now wahai hati

maluuuuuuuuu

hmmm...1 ayt yg sesuai..."pok cik gatai!!!!!!!!!!!!"hehehe
len kli xleh kuo b'2 dh ngan pok cik aq nie...bhya...sgt2 bhya...
mrh mmg mrh,tp malu byk ag...klu x kwin gop x thu nk ckp..
aq dh bg seme  xde ah seme sgt...tp yg pntg aq kne ati...haha

janji

Benci!!!!!!!! aq benci giler org mungkir jnji!!!!!!!! aq blik semata2 nk jmpe dye...tp 3 msj tlis...klu bz xpela..abg xdtg...klu xnk dtg ckp jer...xyah ltk harapn kt aq...bodo!!!!!!! aq benci dye!!!!!!!!!!! aq xnk ade kaitn dh ngan dye!!!! kn bgus klu x jmpe dr dlu...xde ah aq syg dye...xde ah aq ske dye...xde ah skit ati cmnie!!! hwuaa :(( aq benci dye!!!!! off smpi mati  lega

Syukur...

Assalammualaikum seme...

Alhamdulillah...walaupun cuak aq berjaya gak bkk result aq...mulanyer igt nk tgk result kt slip jer...skli mggu dpn bru dpt...nafsu nk tgk aq dh membuak...soo tgk jgk ah...alhamdulillah dpt dekan aq sem nie...hrp2 by the end of my study aq dpt first class degree...bleh ah ringan an beban nak byr...leh smpn duit utk smbung master...leh tlg settle hutang ayh...xlrt hidup berhutang...org len tgk mcm kaya tp hutang keliling pinggang...bkn hutang ape...hutang kad kredit...klu bleh nk settle seme hutang 2...then xnk bg ayh gne kad kredit dh...

tp bkn psl result @ hutang yg aq nk cite arinie...aq nk tnye...klu kte dpt result yg gempak ape yg kte wt??? ade org ckp alhamdulillah,ade org wt sujud syukur...but i guess just a few yg thu akn adanya solat sunat syukur...before g detail2...

perkara pertama...ble kte nk b'syukur...ble kte dpt dekan??? tettt...x semestinyer...ape yg Allah bg pd kte tu adalah yg terbaik utk kita...soo b'syukur ah..

sujud syukur??? ade yg xthu pn ade sujud syukur...xpe...meh aq nk bgthu...sujud syukur nie kte wt klu kte rse b'terima kasih kt kurniaan Allah...

cre nk wtnyer sng jer...ade pendapat kte kne angkt takbir then sujud lastly bg salam

ade pendapat kte just sujud then siap...tak perlu takbir & salam...tp aq ske yg first choice...lbih ikhlas...hahahaha

then bce ah doa yg korg igt...yg sllu bce dlm solat...dlm BM pn no hal...

next...

kte bljr cre nk solat sunat syukur lak...siyesly aq ckp...aq pn bru thu...but its never to late to learn more...ape yg aq thu aq share ah...nk lbih detail leh ah tnye ustaz azhar idrus...hehehe...(trend UAI skang...sbb 2 aq ltk nme dye)...tnye ah spe2 yg lbih berpengetahuan yer

ok...solat sunat syukur nie...sme jer mcm solat sunat yg len...ade niat...ade takbir...ade al-fatihah...ade rukuk...n etc...

yg bezanyer cuma niatnyer...

niat solat sunat syukur nie

Usalli sunnatash syukri rak'ataini lillahi taala

(maksudnyer:Sahaja aku solat sunat syukur 2 rakaat kerana allah taala)

mcm gak solat2 sunat len...solat sunat syukur nie pn 2 rakaat...WAJIB 2 rakaat...jgn lbih2...tp klu nk lbih bleh...ngan syarat...setiap 2 rakaat ade 1 salam...formulanyer...klu korang nk solat sbyk 10 rakaat=5 kli solat sunat=5 salam...

nie jelah yg aq thu...haa...nk tmbh...ari ade org tnye aq niat qada solat...hehe...

niatnyer

Usalli fardhas subhi* rak'ataini qadaan lillahi taala(qada subuh)

utk farhu len...tkr jelah yg (*)

heee...at least dye ade smgt nk bljr...leh dh jd imam aq...hehehe(ayt gatai)

btw...qada nie wajib tau...sbb solat yg kte tggl tu=1 hutang kte ngan Allah...dh ah dh dosa tgglkn solat...mls lak byr hutang....ngan Allah lak 2...x ptuttttttttttttttt...soo marilah kte usaha sme2 qada an solat kte yg b'lambak2 yg tggl 2...(aq ah b'lambak...org len aq x sure)

boring+harvest moon

boringnyerrrrrrrrrrrrr...xthu dh nk wt ape...men game pn dh boringgg..adoiiiiiiiiiiii...ibu nie lak...org mntk kamera xnk bg..klu x byk cite aq leh update kt sini...bykkk cite sbnrnyer...gmbr xde...

hmmm...skang nie tgh lyn harvest moon friend of mineral town...dlu dh prnh men...skang windu nk men blik...klu spe2 nk try men gop leh ah download...cri jer kt utube...belambak...k ah nk smbg men game...klu dh ade gmbr aq update yer tjuk nye mybe cuti2 malaysia @ jjcm...till next time...arios

benci & sayang

pernah dgr x ayt "jgn syg sgt2 nanti leh tkr jd benci,n jgn benci sgt2 nanti leh tkr jd syg...bersederhanalah"

aq pernh rse skli n xprnh t'pkir aq akn rse skli ag..klu smlm aq post psl aq ragu2 nk wish bday pok cik aq..tp nk wt cmne...aq ttp syg dye...soo aq wish jgk...punyelh hepi aq sbb kt fb aq org first yg wish...tp memandangkn aq thu pok cik aq x bkk fb sbb dye dh start msuk poli...soo aq wish ag skli melalui msj...mse 2 ayh aq dh bebel sruh tdo...tp kejap jer an..soo aq tggu ah dye reply...lbih 5 mnit aq tggu...aq expect dye dh tdo kot...aq pn tdo ah...tetibe ade msj...excited kot nk bce dye bls ape...sbb spjg aritu x msj...mse 2 dlm kul 12.17 am(15/01/12)..still awl..soo aq rse aq ah pling awl an...tp............

msj dye"salam..abg ngat syg org pertama yg wish...rupa nyya..x..syg org ke 10...hmm..anyway..thank masih ingat..wassalam..jgn lupa solat..n doa la bnyk2..wassalam"

mgkin aq over sensitif tp saat aq bce msj nie...bkn stkt kecewa,sedih...benci aq pd dye trus tutup rse syg aq pd dye...aq rse benci sgt2...nk dgr sore dye pn aq xnk klu bleh...seme memori yg ade aq nk buang jauh...klu btul lh aq org t'akhir skli pn..ayat dye btul2 kecewakn ati aq..mse bday aq...dye org t'akhir yg wish...aq xwt ayt pn...aq cme merajuk manja jer...sbb aq thu dye ade silat...aq fhm..tp ble turn dye wt mcm nie kt aq...

aq timbang kre blik...slh aq sbb aq sensitif sgt...slh aq sbb gurau benda bodoh...slh aq sbb xmsj dye seharian...slh aq sbb elak an dri dr dye...slh aq sbb xpeka ngan mse...slh aq sbb jd org ke 10 wish..klu time aq pn..aq ngajuk...time dye...dye pn manusia...dye pn leh ngajuk...tp seme slh aq 2 dye x mrh...dye trima jer...

tp aq x sekuat dye...aq xsebaik dye...aq xmampu...kenyataannyer skang...aq benci dye sgt2...

& aq sedr t'lmpau byk slh aq pd dye...blum jd laki aq dh byk mcm nie...klu jd laki???setiap gerak geri aq kne bgthu dye...setiap org aq jmpe kne bgthu dye...aq thu aq xsggup...aq x sggup tggung dosa 2...cukup ah dosa yg ade...

first time in my life...im ready to be blame...

abg...

cukup smpi sini jer hbgn nie...

cukup smpi sini jer penyeksaan nie...

andai diri ini ingin dipersalahkn utk kebencianmu pd wanita len...

aq sedia menerima...

mmg selayaknya diri ini dipersalahkn...

bkn cuba ku buang kenangan 14 bulan bersamamu...

hakikat x mampu ku bendung senyum yg t'ukir saat melintasi kngn t'sebut...

hakikat diri ini msih menyayangimu...

kamu yg pertama terletak dihati...

namun...

sebnyk mne dri ini cuba b'thn...

sebnyk itu seksa jiwa yg m'dtg...

sebyk itu beban dosa yg ku pikul...

andai jodoh kte b'pnjgn..

5 thun lg ku tggu rombonganmu...

namun...

andai jodoh kte hanya lintasan bintang...

keputusan ini yg t'baik untuk semua...

abg...

dengan ini...

SAYANG MELEPASKAN ABANG...TERBANG MENCARI KEBEBASAN DAN KEBAHAGIAN DIRI

moga dirimu tidak lg t'luka akn kata2 ku...

syg thu abg mampu b'thn..

tp smpi ble???klu hanya 5thun...msih belum cukup...

lbih baik skang dr perasaan syg mkin mendalam...

ha..ha..ha...kan bgus klu aq mampu ckp mcm nie kt dye...hakikatnyer diri ini rapuh...

hanya melalui kelembutan suaranya..

aq bisa cair...kslhn bsr...cairnya hati ini...akn mkin menambhkn rse b'slh dan kesalahn ku pdnya

lgu yg pling sesuai ngan aq skang...sori my pok cik...im just can't hold it on..anymore

penakut

assalammualaikum

hmmm...lagu yuna mmg sesuai ngan aq skang...sgt sesuai...

ntah ape yg jd...tetibe timbul rse benci pd pok cik aq...klu ade slh 2 len cite...nie xslh pn...

aq rse nk mrh sgt...rse nyampah...rse jemu...tp ble tgk gmbr rse jemu...rse syg sgt2...

ape yg pasti aq dh skit an ati dye...sdgkn lg 9minit bday dye...haha dh tua pok cik aq...mmg lyk aq pggil pokcik...windu ah lak..

tp rse nyampah ttp ade setiap kli pkir psl dye....adoii...bru 2 arinie aq rse cmnie...sblum xprnh pn cmnie...sian pok cik an...

waktu cmnie ah...mmg aq rse aq xlyk utk dye...klu aq lpskn dye ok ker???

xde ah aq skit an ati dye ag an...hmmm...

aq xthu ape yg btul...klu aq trus ngan dye aq akn sntiasa skit an ati dye...b'dosanyer aq

soo klu xnk skit an ati dye...aq ptut lpskn dye...pling kurang skit ati skjp...dr b'terusan aq skit an ati dye...

arghhh!!!!!!!!!mne 1 yg btul nie...nk wish bday pn aq serba salah...hmmm

tngknlh wahai hati...seksanyer perasaan nie