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Maybe i am not a kind of girl that have a good principle but at least i am not hypocrite. Just be who i am,naive,straight forward and i love to think negatively.Why??? Because...when we always think positive and when its not like what we hope for...its hurt. I had enough of heart broken. So its better this way.But i control it well...i think..hehe

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My little secret

Sunday, September 20, 2015

WARNING!!!LOTS OF S*X WORD
One of the best story I ever read. Anyone with high tolerance of sex scene can read this. Just google My Little Secret by youngmom..but please only if you have high tolerance of sex scene. But since I already legal to read those kind of thing..sooooo..hehe
Its just a simple story about the consequence of unsafe sex. Tapi nie logik untuk orang bukan islam lah..sebab nie apa yg dyeorg practik kan..sex before married. Tp aq rase org islam skrg pn dh ramai yg corrupt otak. So its apply to everyone actually because u dont know what future hold for you.
Yg jadikan cite nie best sbb it is the author true story..nme pn youngmom kan.
The story basically start with her being pregnant at the age of 15. But since her parent is someone that respected, lawyer and doctor..she just dont want to tell them. But thankfully the first step she done is tell her bestfriend and her boyfriend. Again..thankfully her boyfriend want to keep the baby.
This is where the plot start...she is a martial art student. Bodohnya dia nie..dye mengadung tapi xde org lain selain dye, bestfriend dye and boyfriend dye yg thu. So...she have to compete in a taekwondo competition but her weight is pass the limit. So she have to lose 4kg in a week. Aq xprnh thu psl nie..smpi ah my beloved ex cite dyeorg siap mkn julap ag nk suruh turun berat. But put aside that story..so she just eat a meal a day semata2 nak turun berat. She pregnant + not eating proper meal + training for the tournament. I would say this is the biggest mistake she ever done. But then if it not for this, her future will be different.
She lost in the competition..but a week after that she have black belt test. Macam kalau dye lepas test nie baru dye dapat black belt. And competitor dye anak couch dye yg mmg hebat...and budak tu direct tendang perut dye. So dye stop sebab dye takut anak dye sakit. After all those chaous she finally told her coach, her parent and her boyfriend parent. And they have been sooooo supportive.
Her boyfriend is the sweetest husband u would wish to have. He cared for her, for the baby. Kalau dia letih boyfriend tolong urutkan. Kalau dye craving ape2 pn boyfriend dye turutkan. And when everyone know she pregnant, everyone call her slut. And her boyfriend would back her up. Things was so sweet with her boyfriend and so on until she giving birth her boyfriend stick with her.
Her boyfriend help taking care of the bby after school. But then..after few month her boyfriend drift apart. And that is not all, her boyfriend even cheat with her bestfriend..her bestfriend for 4 years..knowing that she have child with that guy dare to stab her in the back. And worst part is...her boyfreind rape her. That is the end of their relationship. *if you read how sweet her boyfreind is you would doubt he will ever do that.
After that raping incident she does not care about her baby because that bby remind her too much to her boyfriend. Oh..before that raping incident, her parent divorced just almost the same time she know her boyfriend cheat on her.
So..lepas tu dye xnk tgk muka boyfriend dye dah..so dye pindah sekolah. Then kat situ dye jmpe sorang laki yg syg dye walaupn thu dye ade anak. Then dye kawin ngan laki tu. THE END.
Cerita tu xpnting sgt...yg pentingnya moral of the story tu.
♡you see her mistake is not telling her parent. They maybe reject her or anything but she said that after telling them it is like a burder life up from your shoulder. Stress is not good for pregnant woman.
♡every life is precious. She have that bby because it is the prove of her love with her boyfriend. And she does not blame her boyfriend because she said that..the bby would not happen if not for her fault too. And she repeated over and over again that not once she regret having that bby despite they broke up.
Yg paling terkesan sekali utk aq is
♡no matter how sweet and caring a boyfriend..the chance of being cheated never be 0%. That why i dont trust men over 50%..accept my bro and family..which is 99%. But never 100%. Call me stupid..but I learn from experience.
♡your bestfriend is your worst enemy. Kebanyyakkan yg kes tikam belakang seme kawan baik sendiri. I dont know if my bestfriend ever done anything to stab me or anything. But if they does...just know that I maybe not a fighter but you will see how much hate I can hold for a person.
♡no matter how much life f*ck you...know that future can be so much brighter if you keep fighting for it. Every life story is a fairytale with happy ending of its own. Even when you feel like...my ending is a sad ending..not a happy ending. Just know someone..somewhere wish to have your ending.