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People changes love them before their changes hurt you...

[--Prinsip Aq--]

Maybe i am not a kind of girl that have a good principle but at least i am not hypocrite. Just be who i am,naive,straight forward and i love to think negatively.Why??? Because...when we always think positive and when its not like what we hope for...its hurt. I had enough of heart broken. So its better this way.But i control it well...i think..hehe

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Eyes never lies

Monday, January 30, 2017

I always heard of this quote
"EYES NEVER LIES"
mostly when it involve nyongtory
Its fun to see how all the hyung look at the maknae.
The same way all got7 look up at their maknae.
Its just full of adoration and love.

I maybe just one of few pathetics human in this whole wide world to never get that kind of stare.
I never seen that kind of stare before...until few days ago.

My students...they are siblings. Hazique and ashtar.
Hazique is older than ashtar. And they always argue. Like every single time they see each other.
But that day, the look in hazique eye when he look at her sister. EYES REALLY NEVER LIES.
Because he said that his sister is stupid but the way he look at her is like saying.."you are the most genius girl in this world".He always hit his sister. But when his friend hit her, he get mad. When her friend hit her, he get mad.
That is the first time I feel so jealous of my student. Like fucking jealous. I want someone to see me like that too...the look that convey love.

SIBLINGS LOVE ROCK!!!!

There are times, where...

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

There are times, where...
I want to take a break from life
There are times, where...
I feel like I am an actress, acting without a director to say 'Cut'
There are times, where...
Everything is right but it feel so wrong
There are times, where...
I am breathing but I am drowning
There are times, where...
I have too little but its felt too much
There are times, where...
I wanna do everything but I do nothing
There are times, where...
I'm hopeless but I have eveything
There are times, where...
I have dream but I face reality
There are times, where...
I feel life is useless because everything my plan is not working
There are times, where...
I forget Allah is the greatest and I should ask from him instead of hoping
There are times, where...
I want to cry but my tears is against me

Be thankful

Monday, January 9, 2017

God gives you what you want...
But after some times...
You forget what god give to you...
So you whining.

You ask why it is difficult to get what you want...
You forget...that previously you pray to god to not give you that...
You forget...how happy you are when god grant your wish...
You forget...god already grant your wish

People always forget...
So be thankful for everything you have in life

2017 advice

Sunday, January 8, 2017

When life is too hard.
When every plan goes sideway.
When every dream crush to pieces.
When perfect is never possible.
When everthing is not right.

Just know that,
That is your punishment,
Its either you or them.

Its better to be responsible for every mistake you make.
Its okay to cry.
But its not okay to lose hope.
Allah is there...hoping for you to depend on him.

Beg...knee...cry...be desperate

That just why god create you. To depend on him.