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People changes love them before their changes hurt you...

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Maybe i am not a kind of girl that have a good principle but at least i am not hypocrite. Just be who i am,naive,straight forward and i love to think negatively.Why??? Because...when we always think positive and when its not like what we hope for...its hurt. I had enough of heart broken. So its better this way.But i control it well...i think..hehe

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24 years old

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Happy birthday to me...
Wow..im 24 but i think i just started to live my life
Maybe because im older now...my parent seem to give me some freedom to try everything. And i thankful and love them more for that.
Maybe because im older now...i think i started to love my family more than before
Or maybe because im older i think i can do lots of thing on my own.

But that what my heart want not my body and soul.
Since im young i always follow what my mind said...what my heart said...without really thinking.
Now that im older by 1 year i certainly know what i want to do...i certainly know that for everything i want there always more risk to face.

My wish for this 24 to 25 years old is that i can overcome any risk to get what i want. This dream was kept for a long...long...long time. I think maybe now is the time to make it reality?

Unfortunately...no present at all for me this year. But i really hope everyone can pray for my success and pray that my dream can come true.

Kereta + my piece of soul

Saturday, August 15, 2015

I never realise that boys and girls really interpret things differently. Hehehe..klu post sebelum..sebelum nie khas utk that someone...that missing piece of my soul...post nie khas utk that other someone...that also my missing piece of soul.

First time ambik lesen kete mse first sem kt ump...fuhh debar giler. Sebab mmg sepanjang pembesaran xprnh di ajar byk kete. Totally belajar bwk kete dr tmpt bljr memandu tu jer. Mula2 mmg cuak..pastu lme2 best pulak..sebab men2 dlm littar tu jer. Tu pun gne gear 1 n 2 je..pling laju pn gear 3. Dh dpt lesen mmg terkubur mcm tu jer skill drift aq selama 2 thun. Xprnh bwk kete...xprnh try pn nk bwk lete. Mula2 tkut nk bwk yg auto sbb slme nie bljr manual an.

First time rse brni sikit mse kuar ngan my soulmate. Nk dijadikan cerita si akak nash aq silau bwk kete mlm2. Pastu si abg muz aq xpndai bwk kete. Aq lak xsilau tp xberani...dlm hati dh kata klu nash xleh bwk aq bwk pn xpe tp 60km/h je lah. Tp alhamdulillah selamat sampai mlm tu.

Then...yang betul2 first time sentuh kete mse internship. Bia pn office 5 minit jer dr rumah tp mmg xberani giler. Mlm tu dh tepon abg aq..cite2 ah yg aq nie terpaksa bwk kete esok. Dye pn slmbe je kate..."ko dh ade lesen nk takut ape..bile lagi nak berani". Ko xthu mcm2 aq pkir sblum nk pegang stereng tu. Tp alhamdulillah sampai gak kt office n ada parking aritu. Yg time nak balik tu yg best. Boleh pulak kete xleh nk start. Punya lah cuak aq. Last2 kol abgku yg baik hati tu :p
Dye sruh tekan minyak dulu bru pusing kunci. N aq xthu knpe mende tu menjadi. So hidup ah kete tu. Selamat ah aq balik umah.
Dh balik umah ayah tnye npe bau hangus je. Rupe2nyer aq lpe angkat handbreak..gelabah kete xhidup td an. Punye ah mengamok ayah. Malam tu cite kt abang aq tu dye pulak duk tambah bebel. Aduhh...yangg ko mmg xpandai bce keadaan btul. Sedih kot mse tu.

Esok tu kne bwk kete ag. Pg2 dh tepon abg kesayangan aq tu. Nasihat pertama dye "handbreak tu jgn lpe" mmg kuang ajor. Sentap aq. Balik keje ngajuk pnye psl xkol pn dye. Mlm tu bru kol.

Then, klu aq kne bwk kete jer msti kol dye mntak semangat. Tp skang dh berani dh xkol dh.

Just wanna brag a little..yangggg skang aq dh brni bwk kete g ump. Tp lalu highway ah.hehehe. walaupun aritu sesat sikit.

Ckp psl bwk kete nie...pengalam xleh lpe bwk kete ngan rumet. Kononnye dye tlg tgk2 an lah. Dr ump ke bndr. Tgh2 jln ayah kol...bengapnyer enset touchscreen nie ko kne tgk enset bru bleh jwb kol. Then duk sibuk tgk enset xperasan kete depan..dah ah honda. (Klu langgar mau abis duit mara aq wt byr kete dye) Sikit ag nk lnggr aq elak g kiri..nsib bek xdek koto mse tu. Pastu trus tuko driver. Hehehe.

In the nutshell, beraninyer aq bwk kete sbb i know if im doing good i can brag to him. Hehehe. Dye lah sllu bg smgt bab2 bawak kete nie. Dye ah jgk yg xnganjing aq sbb xberani bwk walaupn ada lesen..sabo jer dgr kebodohan adik dye nie. Heee.

It doesnt matter if you have girlfriend or wife or wives...I will always say that you are my boyfriend..my piece of soul...my piece of everthing. And i really hope it stay that way...because i know life will be different if you not in my life.
Really...if i can express my love to you. It will be like
~An underwater world that keep thousand of life and treasures...my love to you is larger than that~

P.S: i rarely express my love to you nowadays...it still the same. Walaupun cheesy... i still wanna say it because I dont want to regret not saying my love to person that important to me.