perempuan dan air mata...

hmmm...eh...silap...assalammualaikum...hehehe...

ok...tjuk arinie..agak berat klu nk bincang...klu wt pertandingan debat pn sure 10 thun ag x abis

npe yer pompuan ske nangis???hmmm...klu tnye aq...1 jwpn pasti aq leh jwb is "NTAH..AQ PN XTHU"

ade pompuan kne usik skit dh nangis, ade pompuan nmpk lipas pn nangis(siap yg jerit2 tu mmg cri pelempang ngan aq),ade pompuan xde duit pn nk nangis,ade byk sbb ah actually

bkn nk kte laki x nangis...laki pn nangis...aq sllu jer nmpk laki nangis..tp airmata dyeorg mhl 20sen dr airmata pompuan...hehehe(xleh mhl2...klu mhl2 leh tadah jual)

sooo...skang meh back to the topic...npe lh pompuan ske nangis ngat...stress aq...

dlu mse kecik2 sllu ah nangis...skang dh xde...lps kes lps...airmata aq rse cm useless je klu nk kuo...2 lh...ble ati dh skit airmata pn pndai beku an...tp skang dh sllu gak aq nangis...tp x lme ah...2 minit benti ah...npe???sbb ade org nk pujuk...sbb 2 aq ske nangis...hehehe...

klu dlu2 sblum pok cik aq muncul aq ade gop nangis tp sthun skli jer...sbb dlu2 pakwe2 aq ade d sisi utk tlg pujuk...arghhhh aq windu dyeorg...windu time dyeorg pujuk2 aq...hehehe

laki nie pujuk...cre beza2...klu pakwe aq mr 'A' mmg stailnye pujuk...siap nsiht..ala2 motivator ag...klu mr 'M'...pujuk wt skit ati ade ah..tp npe aq ske...sbb setiap kli dye skit an ati aq...aq lpe mslh 2...soo cpt benti nangis...klu pok cik aq...stail dye sme cm mr 'A'...aq x brpe ske sbb rse cm mkin syok nangis...hehehe...tp beza mr 'A' ngan pok cik aq...pok cik aq dye ade gedik2 skit...ske wt aq t'senyum smbil airmata mengalir...hehehe...tp skang topik nie kuo sbb...aq x fhm npe murah sgt airmata sorg dak nie...bajet nk surh aq pujuk ker...no way!!!!!

dh ah...dye pn dh benti nangis...aq nk tdo...sblum dye start blik...skit gak ati ie...igt dye awex aq jer...tp aq fhm...setiap org ade mslh..soo..."syg...be strong ok???"

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new sem???

assalammualaikum...

final exam pn x lg...dak2 u seme dh bz ngan subject register...hahaha...mmg kecian...tp xpela...lg cpt settle lg sng cuti 6t...x berat pale dh nk pkir...hmmm n3 kli just nk mntk pndgn psl jadual sem dpn aq...which is the best

first choice:

second choice:

kawen???

Assalammualaikum...

Hmmm...npe tetiba ckp pasal kawen nie???Gatai sgt dh ker???Ker dh x sabo???

Jwpnnyer...seme pn bkn...sbnrnyerrr

ptg td ade majlis kawen...dekat bukit istana..spe2 yg duk kt kuantan mesti thu yg kwsn bukit istana 2...kwsn org2 kaya...n mmg kaya ah...rmh mmg gempak2...tp klu family aq yg ade rmh kt situ...wajib ade bibik...sbb family kteorg mmg pemalas abis...hahahahaha

ok...back to the story...sbnrnyer mse duk mkn2...tuan rmh dtg borak2 ngan ayah aq...citenyer cite tetibe b'kait ngan aq lak...soo mmg aq psg telinga abis ah...antara cite2nyer adalah...

kwn ayh:hmmm...dak nie...bljr ag...kt uia...dh yg laki dh dtg mintak aq bg jelah
ibu aq:hmmm...umo same ngan anok aq...
ayh aq:anok aq nie pn...ade dh yg dtg mntk...aq jer xnk bg...kecik ag...msk pn x pndai...msk megi pndai ah..hahahha
aq:ske jer ngutuk aq(dlm ati jelah)

lps 2 stop smpi situ jer...tp bleh plak dye smbg dlm kete...adoiii...

ayh aq:along...mung tgk ah org...kawen same padan...nie mung sorg girafah sorang rusa...hahaha
ibu aq:ibu bkn x bg mende...dh klu org nk xpe ah...klu dh jodoh yg t'tulis kt luh mahfuz nk wt cmne...
aq:perh...green light(dlm ati jelah...ag)
ibu aq:tp yg laki mesti ah kne lbih dr yg pompuan...soo skang mse bljr jer
aq:hmmm...hancur ah impian pok cik aq nk kawen lps dip...hahahaha

mse kt kamdar aq leh lak smbung topik ngan ibu aq

ibu aq:yg laki mesti kne lbih dr yg pompuan bru t'jamin mse dpn...ibu ngan ayh kwen pn...ayh x keje ag...tp sbb ayh ade master...ibu yakin ayh akn dpt keje...
aq:ibu...pok cik nk ajk along smbung master kt moscow...ape ade kt moscow pn along xtaw
ibu aq:ibu pn ske kt moscow tp ayh kte ssh nk cri mknn kt sne...
aq:hmmm...along nk kt korea...ade 4 musim...yeayyy

dh kuo dr kamdar leh lak smbung ag...ish2

ayh aq:org len kawen sme padan...mung??hahahahaha
aq:ayh...pok cik along kte...sng skit...klu yg tggi dye leh tlg ambik...klu yg rndh along leh tlg ambik...xyah dye tunduk ambik

ibu n ayh aq bantai gelak jer...hehh

ibu aq:ayh pn ambik gne tgga...hahahaha

sooo...mmg sah green light ah dr parent aq...ngan syarat...lps pok cik aq dpt ijazah bru leh kawen...xpun lps master bru leh kawen...hahahaha

pok cik...sian deh luuu...hahahahahaha

Yes @ No

aq xthu samada sbb hormon or mmg aq nie cengeng...cpt btul aq trse ati ngan org len skang...sometime org yg xsme pndpt ngan aq pn aq t'rse...hmm...xpela..yg aq nk citew skang. ape pendapat korg klu??? org tnye korg soklan tp korg x sure nk jwb ape??mesti sllu an...tp prnh x korg alami...ble korg ckp yer...korg akn trse ati...tp klu korg kte x akn menyusahkn org len...mesti prnh gak an...sllu ape jwpn korg???hmmm...xpe yg rugi dye yg untung aq...sabarlh wahai hati...setiap perkara ade hikmahnyer

sedarlh wahai diriku...u not in the top of hierarchy anymore...give rest to ur self n concentrate on ur study...gonna score this sem...lpekn rse skit ati n trse...move on...ckuplh cita2 sbg pembakar smgt...hmmm...moga d permudahkn sgalanya...

tlg lh doakn aq...sbb aq thu aq xkuat dlm hrungi ujian nie sorg diri...kwn2 n doa2 jer pembantu aq...tp ape jd klu kwn pn aq leh trse ati...hmmm...lpekn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

28 October

dlu tarikh nie x pnting...tp skang...today is my anniversary day!!!!!!!!!!Arghh!!!!party!!!hehehe

27/10/11 ari terbaik...arghhh...i love him...hmmm...tp yg menakutkn...aq leh rse nk cium dye..arghh...pengaruh tv ah nie...yg rse nk pgg tgn tu...xyah ckp ah...setiap kli kuo..pastu leh lak dye kte..."i think i want to touch ur hand"..klu ikut nafsu aq mmg aq sruh pgg ah...tp pkir blik...6t dh bg skli mesti dh xde malu...sdgkn malu benteng n asas sgle2nyer...klu dh xmalu yg sshnyer...tp aq mmg xleh thn td...adoi...bhya2...

klu thun lps...aq tgh golek2 n men msj ngan pok cik aq...tp mcm kwn jelah...x lebih...then 28/10 bru ah duk ngayat2...tp esoknyer bru aq trima...soo klu ikut logik anniversary kteorg 29/10 ah an tp...sbnrnyer ari dye ngayat 2 aq dh trima..soo sbb 2 ah anniversary kteorg 28/10...

haa...sempena 1st year anniversary nie...ade ah adiahnyer...

cute x kek nie...ok aq admit mmg agak plik colour dye tp heii nie pok cik aq beli tau...di lrg kutuk2...korg ade???hehhh

sooo sbgi blsn aq ade adiah utk pok cik aq...dh siap tp xleh upload...

My Anniversary

trying my best...sbnrnyer nie animationnyer tp xleh upload soo...tgk yg gmbr jelah

ngantok...skang pn dh kul 2am...start wt nie kul 11 mlm...tp xleh upload...sdih btul...hmm xpe...niat ade...hehehe...k ah 2 je...nk tdo byeee(ayt org kecewa)

Pening!!!!

hmmm...byk sgt nk pikir lh...skit kepala!!!!

adoyai...mggu lps elok jer aq relax2 ag...mggu nie bapak stressnyer...byk sgt nk pkir ah. pkir ape???hmm meh nk wt senarai

• duit ptptn
• camera
• UKJK
• data structure
• database
• math
• ethnic
• software
• human comp
• project database,ethnic,software,human comp

meh nk cite...mne thu hilang skit stress aq...smlm dh nk nangis thn stress nie

DUIT PTPTN

adoyaiii...ikut dr ape yg aq dgr..org kte duit ptptn msuk arinie...iaitu(10/10/11)...dh aq dh lwt msuk...org len msuk(10/9/11)sblum msuk U ag...aq????mslh btul ah ptptn nie...dh ah yuran mkin mhl...klu dlu duit ptptn-yuran=rm2500...skang duit ptpt yg lmbt-yuran=rm2100...sesak btul!!!!!!

CAMERA

yg nie aq ske skit nk cite...tp klu duit ptptn x msuk ag...no money no talk ah...arghhhhh...ptptn cpt ah bg duit...mne thu lps beli camera aq lbih smgt study...camera yg aq nk lak..npe ah ko x murah camera oi...klu ko harga rm250...arinie gak aq beli...rela mnum air kosong sebulan...nie x...rm2500...hambek kau...tp...hmm ntah nk kte b'baloi ker x...cme yelah mcm ibu aq ckp...nie musim org beli dslr...sooo aq pn nk gak ah beli...kang klu musim org beli camera pkai kodak lak...haa...tukar ag...hmm...tp nk wt cmne..pompuan ade 9 nafsu...aq lak org jenis ske ikut nafsu...slgi x dpt slgi 2 aq x puas ati..(alasan je tu...hehehe)nk tgk camera tu camne??jp...

nie cameranyer...canon eos 550d

tp nafsu aq x ckup stkt nie jer...sbb aq lbih ske ambik gmbr bunga,burung,serangga...kn mereka2 sekalian tu kecil...soo kne gne lens kecik...tp nie aim aq utk sem nie...klu aq dpt 4 flat...aq nk bli len macro...sllunyer lens lg mhl dr camera...tp aq nk beli yg murah jer...dh kerja gaji besar bru labur byk2...

nie lensnyer...nme d beri EF100mm f/2.8 Macro USM

UKJK

ape nie???U-ujian K-kecergasan J-jasmani K-kebangsaan...haa...klu nk thu 11/11-13/11/11...ade ukjk utk eksplorasi G.kinabalu...aq nk sgt g...klu ade camera pn bgus...leh aq ambik gmbr byk...klu gmbr kt enset...x lawo sgt...hmmm...b'blik pd ukjk...aq igt nk g ari selasa(meant esok ah) tp aq lpe esok ade kls HCI smpi kul 6...hmm...test start kul 5...hrp ah kls abis awl...tp klu x smpt pn xpe...aq g esoknyer...ari rabu n khamis...tp td aq ajk member...dyeorg xnk g...tetiba rse cm hlang smgt jer nk g...ya allah kuatkn smgt ku...amin

yg len 2..seme subject aq sem nie...x thu npe aq jd mls sgt sem nie....nk study mls...klu study pn...1 mende x msuk dlm pale...adoyyy...cmne nk 4 flat nie...haa...1 ag poblem...sllunyer tiap2 thun family aq join aktiviti perodua...mcm family day gak ah...tp thun nie...bajet ayh aq lri skit...aq igt nk support family aq...tp duit ptptn x ckup nk beli camera lak...arghhh stressnyer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!alamak...1 ag poblem...pok cik aq..npe???ntah ah...aq just tlis kt fb yg aq ske dpt thu dak laki yg aq knl dh kwin...tp dye nk sentap...nk jeles bagai...nk majuk ker???mungkin ah...aq anto msj x bls...soo...klu rse nk majuk ngat silakn..tp klu ade hrpn nk srh aq pujuk...soooorry ah...xde makne nk pujuk2...just like someone marriange...is it so wrong??!!nk majuk lme mne...bgthu...nk seminggu..sebulan...sethun...bleh...asl pok cik hepi eh...arghhhh!!! ssh ade gewe nie...xdek pn ssh gop...hishhh

nsib bek aq ade baby bru...tng skit otak duk tgk baby2 nie berenang...sekor jntn sekor betina...

adik aq pesan sblum blik smlm "jge elok2 baby2 mung 2...selamat dpt cucu gop"hahahaha...adik2...along syg adik!!!!!

rsenyer nie jelah dlu...sorry ah klu t'lebih pnjg post kli nie...sje pendam nk sruh pjg...skang kan dh jrg update blog..hehe..k ah..nie je kot....byeeeee

interest...

hmmm...mula2...assalammualaikum

lme x update an...ade yg tnye...hehe...bz n agak malas sbnrnyer..tp arinie update gak sbb ade something nk citew n nk mntk doa...hehehe

ok ginie citewnyer...ari2 expoconvo kt U aq ade ah g survey2 dslr camera...blik bilik duk ckp ngan roommate psl camera nie...sbb rse cm b'slh kt dri sndri bila aq dh jnji klu aq dpt dekan aq nk beli camera tp smpi skang, dh start sem bru x gak beli2...hmmm...so aq ltk 1 ag hrpn...

11/11-13/11/11 ade ujian kecergasan utk pemilihan eksplorasi gunung kinabalu...aq mmg ske ah...sllu dgr citew jer psl kecantikan gunung 2...sooo aq hrp sgt aq lps ujian 2...korg tolong ah doakn...klu dpt g bru aq beli camera 2...n aq akn ambik gmbr byk2...upload kt cnie...kte tgk ramai2..plizzz doakn eh...nk sgt naik belon n jejak kaki kt KK...2 je kot nk citew...nothing much...yg pnting doa korg...plizzzzzzzzzzzzz...love u ollwz

the truth is hurt

holla

the truth sometime can hurt u more then lies..but it better to know the truth rather than all the lies...hmm...cmne nk start n3 kli nie yer...too lot of things to be spoke out...arghh

ok let start with the sad thing first...ok...

start dgn my parent x approve my pok cik...start dr situ seme huru hara..hbgn nie yg huru hara...mulanya 1 poblem yg ade skang timbul lg 1 poblem..n the poblem is me...aq sllu bwk mslh an...ntah ble bru aq nie leh bwk kebahagiaan kt org len...aq pn x thu

subjek:poblem
punca:aq
analysis:ati aq berat pd org len
penyelesaian:ntah

ok...bende nie dh lme aq dpt rse tp aq wt bodo...sbb???aq sndri keliru...antara bff @ bf...aq xnk plih mne2 pn...aq syg seme...tp mgkin tu x cukup bg org len

cmne aq leh thu poblem nie???nie part best...part pling aq ske n pling aq hepi n bahagia

pok cik aq dtg kt pntai aq kteorg g dating...kuang3

pok cik:nie ade mende nk ckp...mak ckp ibu ayh leh trima *** 50/50 jer...tp mslhnyer ***...mak ckp ati *** berat kt org len...btul ke???
pok cik:*** ade org le ker???*** syg *** lg???
aq:(t'kejut thp babun...apsal lak nme *** timbul nie...terer ah mak dye leh bce ape aq rse...ok siyesly waktu tu aq syg *** tu tp...mcm bese jer...dh dye pakwe aq...steady ah klu aq syg dye an...hahahaha
aq:hmm...ntah
pok cik:*** ckp btul2, klu btul *** syg dye xpe kte bleh jd kwan...tu pn klu *** nk b'kwn ag
aq:sentap wei dgr p'kataan kwan tu...nk taip nie pn still sentap.apa ag sblum ade show free aq pn blah ah...pastu leh lak wt drama Hindustan kt pntai tu...
t'kejut + malu yg amat sgt + skit ati + hepi = drama Hindustan d truskn

(dialog kt sni censor skit...lpe sbnrnyer...hahhaha)

gduh pnye gduh...pujuk pnye pujuk...terang pnye terang...last2 fly away je poblem tu

esoknyer pok cik aq dtg ag...ayh aq dh syak wasangka dh...hebadd 6sense ayh aq nie...hahaha

ayh:nk g mne???
aq:nk g pntai
ayh:g pantai sokmo...ke ade janji ngan org nie
adik aq:mne ade...ari nie nk g men air...smlm mkn2 jer...(bek pnyer cover adik aq nie...sbb 2 aq syg dye)

smpai kt pantai...aq men buai...perhhh...angin mmg best waktu 2..aq nk lelap jp adik aq pggil...bgthu pok cik aq dh smpai..hmm tp waktu tu tgh pns ati ag...sbb mlmnyer gduh ag...ntah ah...aq rse cm dye dh x cye kt aq...ape aq terang sme dye x ambik kesah...skit ati aq

aq igt dye g ah kt adik aq...sbb aq tggu x smpi2...sooo aq pn tdo...bru lelap 5 saat(aq nie mmg cpt lelap) pok cik aq sergah...nsib bek xmati..klu x aq haunted ko smpi ble2

pok cik:npe nie? kte ade mslh ag ker?
aq: ...
pok cik: *** ckp ah...kte ade mslh ag ker?
aq: ...
pok cik: ***(dye wt sore menggoda dye pggil aq...mmg cair ah an)

aq:jom g kt adik

pas2 bkn men ag kteorg ambik gmbr...mcm model pn ade...(aq ah...pok cik aq xleh...x ckup tggi...hahhaha)

arinie...pok cik aq dtg ag...mybe last ah kli nie...sbb xlme ag aq dh msuk U blik...kli nie pok cik aq bwk mak dye...mula2 steady...nmpk byg mak dye dr jauh...aq dh cuak...rse cm nk pth blik jer...tp adik aq dh b'lari b'kejaran ke arah mereka...arghhhh...aq nk lriii!!!

ble tgk mak dye..hmmm...tpu ah...aq x tgk pn muka mak dye...first sbb ltih gendong adik aq...second sbb aq cuak...ckp2 skit ngan pok cik...dye blah tggal an aq ngan mak dye...mulanye mmg cuak...tp aq thu mmg tu point bwk mak dye...

mule2 mak dye tnye psl family n soo on...soo ok ah...tp aq duk tggu gak an ble ah mak dye nk tnye psl pok cik tua tu...n here she goes

mak:dh lme knl ****
aq:dh 10
mak:10 bln??hmmm
mak:mcm mne kamoo ngan ****
aq:gitu ah...bese2 jer...sllu gaduh
mak:bese ah gduh2
mak:nie mak nk tnye kamoo...kamoo syg **** tu
aq: ...
mak: kamoo ade org len???
aq: (soklan yg mmg aq tggu) hmmm...xde ah...mne ade...**** ade gak cite psl ***** brat ati kt org len...hmmm tp kteorg kwn jer...tp yelah dh lme knl...lgpn slme nie dye byk tlg...soo tu ade syg lbih skit...tp xde ah syg mcm syg kt ****
mak: laki nie klu kte ckp syg dye igt kte syg dye btul2...
aq:hmm...tp kteorg mmg dh biasa mcm nie...syg2 nie dh biasa ckp
mak:**** nie jenis pgg sorg..sbb tu dlu dye ade mntk tlg mak mntk lpekn...mak ckp"klu dh syg knpe nk lpekn"
aq: ...
mak:dtg sini ibu ayh thu???
aq:dh bgthu ibu..ayh x blik keje ag
mak:ibu ngan ayh mcm mne???
aq:hmmm...pg td mse brthu **** nk dtg ibu cme ckp...

| ibu:ibu x ske nk lbih2...kwn2 jer xpe |
| aq: kwn ah 2 |
|jiran aq:hmm...belajo je dlu |
|aq:dlu ibu gop sruh cri..dh cri kang...hahaha |
|jiran aq:hahaha |
|ibu:tp kak eh...bru jer mula hidup...bru jer 2 tangga...jauh ag |
|aq:klu ade yg lg bek ambik yg lg bek..hahaha(ayt penyedap...kononnyer..skliiii....) |
|ibu:haaa...pastu mu nk ltk mne dye |
syg jgk mak aq ker pok cik aq yer
|ibu:ibu xske nk lbih2 kekgi hok nie kwn ngan org len...hok nu jeles...hok nu kwan ngan org len hok nie jeles...xmboh smpi xleh kwn ngan org len |
|aq:xdopnyer gitu...ske ati along ah nk kwn ngan spe...wt pe along dgr ckp dye |
|jiran aq:wt jer along...rse nk...wt jer |
|aq:dye jeles...dlu dye kwin ngan ayh xdop b'cinta nie...ayh tnye..."jom kite kwin"..dye jeles dye xdop peluang rse gini...hahaha |
|ibu:eleh..|

mak:hmmm...jd klu ade org len kamoo nk wt pe
aq:hmmm
mak:**** nie dye jenis pgg sorg
aq:yelah...sbb tu ble dye syg dye syg sgt
aq:(cmnelh klu aq jmpe org yg lg bek dr dye 6t...hmm)
mak:mak xleh tolong ah sbb kamoo sndri b'belah bagi
aq: ...
mak:kamoo kwn jelah dlu..klu rse serasi truskn...klu ade mslh bru kte tgk blik

subjek:kptsn arinie
punca:perbualn arinie
analysis:klu lbih2 ibu x bg...klu xlbih2 dye dh t'lbih syg...kecian lak..aq pn dh t'lbih syg
result:kwn jer dlu...klu jmpe org yg lg bek...go ahead
pertikaian:xsemestinyer org yg lg bek tu bek utk dri kte d mse hdpn

rse sgt mcm aq xlyk jge ati dye...yelah...dye syg aq spnuh ati...aq lak...b'belah bg...he deserve someone better...nk jer waktu ckp ngan mak dye aq nk ckp mcm nie "mak,tlg wt **** lpekn *****. ***** xlyk utk dye" tp aq x sggup nk hlg dye ag + cuak lak...

maybe aq cme anggp dye p'singgahan smpi aq smpi destinasi yg lbih indah...tp ape yg aq thu...aq xnk tgglkn lg p'singgahan nie...klu ade jodoh antara kami...mgkin aq nk tkar destinasi aq kpd p'singgahan yg indah nie...

TQ FOR UR KINDNESS,TQ FOR YOUR SWEET WORD,TQ FOR YOUR LOVE...BUT I MAY NOT BE THE RIGHT PERSON TO KEEP UR HEART FROM INJURY N SCARS...U MAYBE DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER...IT NOW ON U...ONLY U CAN MAKE THE DECISION...THE THAT MAY GET HURT IS U...SOO THE ANWSER IN U...

with love

hmmmm...

mkin lme...ble kami mkin rpt...mkin byk hlgn yg mendtg...mkin byk persoalan...mkin byk rahsia yg t'bongkr...aq thu my parent mgkin ssh nk trima mulanya..tp mkin lme dyeorg dh bleh trima...tp skang bru ku thu kbnrnnye...dyeorg x prnh trima...xprnh nk fhm aq...sbb dyeorg x thu ape yg aq dh jmpe sblum aq jmpe DYE...dyeorg x thu skit yg aq dh rse sblum nie...aq dh serik ngan org len...tp DYE..wt aq sdr...seme org b'beza...niat b'beza walau ade rse yg sme...sometime its better klu aq 'pergi' dlu drpd aq kecewakn byk pihak...klu aq trima DYE mgkin aq akn kecewa an parent aq...klu aq tgglkn DYE akn pasti akn kecewa kn DYE n dri aq sndiri...mmg 1 jwpn yg btul n tepat adalh pilih parent dr dri sndri n DYE yg bkn spe2 pn dlm idup aq...tp mlgnya aq xmampu...ckup ah 4 kli aq dh rse skit tu..hmmm...aq dh xsggup nk rse sekli ag...n klu pn btul..it will be the last...klu ah aq ngan dye break skli ag...aq xkn smbung lg dh...sbb aq thu...t'lampau byk hlgn di hdpn kami...

tp aq akn cbe sedaya upaya aq skang nie...moga semuanya d permudah kn ALLAH...sbb aq percaya...klu btul kte ikhlas n dye jodoh kte...ALLAH akn jge dye sebaiknya...n ALLAH thu yg t'baik utk kte yg mne kte sndri x thu...oleh itu aq b'doa moga ALLAH berikn aq ksbrn spnuhnya klu btul DYE jodoh aq

Raya...

alhamdulillah...esok rye...soo post kli nie nk wish "SeL@MaT H@R! RaY@ A!DiLf!TR!"

kt cnie...kuih raya dh siap tp byk yg hangus n keras..pok cik aq xleh mkn ah...xpe cicah air...haha

bju rye dh siap gosok...rmh dh kms...tggl lg rendang...ibu tgh msk...yg len insyaallah dh settle...

2 jelah kot postnyer...xde mende sgt nk post...just copy paste wish dr FB...dr pg aq taip...sori lh mls nk reka ayt lg

"Nama diberi Murni skli♥♥♥
Taip ini dgn ketulusan hati♥♥♥
Ingin mengucap Salam Aidilfitri♥♥♥
T'lebih kata t'krg hajo arap d ampuni♥♥♥
Apa lagi ade duit yang dipinjm lpe d kembali♥♥♥
Harap burn saje utk thun nie..thun depan kasi pinjam lagi♥♥♥
Sekian sebelum mengundur diri wish dlu skli lagi♥♥♥
~~SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI...~~
~~ZAHIR & BATIN PLIZZ AMPUNI~~
(kih3x pantun x jd...at least ikhlas...yedop???)"

nak je aq bg sebijik!!!

baik x tjuk post nie???hehehe...eh lpe...assalammualaikum...

tjuk post yg menunjukkan aq nie seorg yg"sopan"...

yg pnting ade gak tmpt aq nk lps geram an...

geramnyer lah...org kol xnk angkt...nk kte tdo...ari2 kol 2pg xtdo ag...

aok 2 slh phm meh lah nk bg penjelasan...kang kte mcm2...

klu dpn2 skang nie sme ade x penumbuk free melayang penampar free melayang...

org nk bg penjelasan lri...org kol x angkt...org msj wt bodo...eh lpe aok xde kedit...

yg pnting angkt ah org kol 2...eiii...arghhhhhhhhhhhh...lantak ko ah...aq xpndai nk pujuk org yg xmkn dek pujuk nie...kang mkin melarat...eiiii...aq tmbk biar pth rhg skli ag kang bru lega skit ati...bru reti dgr ckp...eeiii...tp 6t xleh ckp ag...hmmm...xjd nk tmbuk smpi pth rhg...nk tmbuk smpi puas ati jer...hehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

OR System...

OPEN REGISTERATION SYSTEM!!!!!

nie seme gara2 OR System...fenin den...

x fhm ag nk register cmne sbnrnyer tp...ikut aq wt logik je...

hsilnyerrrrr....

BUM2223 UHS1021 BCS1093
BCS2143 UHM2002
BCI2023 UGE2002

BCS2333 UQ****1

(nie first option klu lah bleh ambik 21 credit hours...tp mcm x bleh jer :(( )

(nie second option...jumaat free...klu ari khamis xde kls ptg...perghh leh aq blik awl...huhu)

(nie third option...alang2 nk ade kls ari khamis biar byk trus..yedop...kui3)

(fourth option...mcm nk reject jer yg nie tp pkir blik bleh ah trima...sbb...ari isnin bgun lmbt soo...ok ah...x mcm yg len kul 8pg dh kne bgn..)

(last option...mmg azab ah yg nie...isnin smpi rabu pack giler...pas2 ari khamis free tp...kul5 leh ade klas lak...adoiii...tp bab kls nie leh bodek lecturer...soo..ari khamis kre free jgk...nie sdh bgus...hahahaha :)) )

citer2...

dalam sebuah kg...ade sorg mok cik nie...dye jht sgt...kje dye nganjing ngutuk je spjg mse...

tp dlm kg 2 jgk ade sorg pok cik nie...sllu kne ngnjing kne kutuk...tp pok cik 2 steady jer...

sbnrnyer dyeorg nie kpel...hehehe

tp mkin lme pok cik n mok cik 2 dh jrg b'borak...dh jrg nganjing menghanjing...

mok cik 2 rse maybe pok cik 2 dh boring ngan dye soo...

mok cik:kte break???

pok cik:npe???

mok cik:ntah

pok cik:hmmm...maybe u deserve some1 better

mok cik:....i dont deserve any1...i just deserve to be hated...(dye hrp pok cik pjuk dye...tp pok cik 2 x pjuk pn...sooo dye redha je. sbb mgkin btul pok cik 2 dh boring ngan dye)

mok cik:hope u find some1 better than me...

esok nyer mok cik 2 tggu pok cik 2...tp pokcik 2 x prnh muncul...

mok cik 2 pn frust g ah kedai runcit nk bli coklat wt hlang stress...

spjg p'jlnn dye dgr org kte pok cik 2 dh benci dye...dh xnk tgk muka dye ag...dh block dye dr msuk kwsn rmh pok cik 2...dh block fb,twitter,hi5,ym,blogger(mok cik ngan pok cik nie pndai it beb..hehehe)

sbnrnyer mok cik 2 nk pujuk pok cik 2...pas dgr seme 2...mok cik 2 trse...trus x jd nk pujuk

dlm prjlnn blik ke rmh...mok cik 2 nangis je...TETIBA ade moto lju sgt lggr mok cik 2...

mok cik 2 smpt ngucap n dye t'sym je sblm dye mati...sbb ape dye t'sym...sbb hrpn pok cik 2 xnk jmpe dye akn t'makbul...at least 2 yg dye bleh makbulkn...

i know i dont deserve a forgiveness just dont hate me...

sorry that i trouble u lots along the way...

hope u find some1 perfect than me...

ble gerimis mengundang mula ah menangis...

assalammualaikum...

pjg x title post aq kli nie??? pjg an...tp point dye 2 jer...aq nk cite psl gerimis mengundang ngan nangis jer sbnrnyer...sje ksi gempak title pjg skit...gmpk x??? hmmm...x...emmm...xpe ah(b'paling malu)

aq start ngan berita sedih lu ah...

smlm mse nk tdo..aq perasan 1 bende...5 6 bln nie air mata cpt aq noo jtuh...skit ati...

klu dlu...mmg mustahil aq nangis sbb laki...skang...pakwe2 aq x bls msj dh menitik 1 2 air mata palsu 2...pakwe2 cite psl awex dyeorg..gduh...aq pn nangis...klu bab pok cik aq lg ah byknyer...brpe kli gduh...hehehehe

klu dlu...prkara pling mustahil aq bg org tgk air mata aq...dlu...sdih ckit aq tepon pakwe2 aq...cite2...ade pn dyeorg je ah thu aq nangis...tp x prnh tgk...skang...hmm bkn stkt dgr...real live tears ag aq bg tgk...free...xyah byr(tp ko igt ah ade bocor rhsia aq nangis hidup korg akn t'seksa...ececece)

klu dlu...kne mrh ngan mak ayh aq..pling teruk setitik 2 jtuh air mata..pas2 aq pn ngajuk 2 ari...skang...perhhh...bkn 2 3 titik...klu tadah bleh wt ambik wuduk...sure bersihnyerrrr

klu dlu...aq x lps quiz ker test ker...result exam aq teruk ker...xku hirau...lntk ah...duniawi jer sume 2...tp 2 dlu...skang...mmg puas aq nangis...pas2 moody seminggu...yg jd mangsa pok cik aq ah...ciannnn dyerrr...

tp 2 dlu...tp sblum nie pn air mata aq murah jgk...cme sjk 4 thun lps...aq xprnh nangis...maybe sbb 2 byk sgt kuo...sbb dh pnuh takungan...klu dlu L**E yg wt aq benti nangis...wt aq krs ati...skang L**E jgk yg wt aq nangis blik...wt lmbut blik ati aq...

tp x selesa ah jd pompuan cengeng gnie...rse mcm org pndg rndh jer(ko igt ko 2 tggi sgt!!!haiyak!!! bio sedo ckit...)dah2..ckp psl nangis...skang kte ckp psl gerimis mengundang lak...

spe jiwa JIWANG mmg thu lgu nie...aq x jiwang pn thu lgu nie...alaaa lgu mse aq kecik2 dlu...

jp aq try msuk lgu 2

apa dh jd aq tetiba tkar jiwang nie???mesti korg tnye soklan gnie an...an..an??? bkn nk jiwang cme lirik dye wt aq t'pkir...dlm hbgn...spe sllu mntk break...laki ker pompuan???aq thu korg mesti nk kte aq mesti plih laki sbb aq pompuan an...jwpnnyerrrr...tettttt...xpn...sbb aq byk tgk pompuan yg sllu mntk break dr laki...pas2 kne lak dax laki yg aq knl 2 jnis setia thp dewa...lps break ngan pompuan yg dye syg pah ceroh x cri awex len...klu ah pakwe aq gnie...perhhhh...

yg menarik perhatian aq nk cite psl lgu nie sbb...lirik dye ade mcm nie

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sllu yg aq jmpe mesti kapel dh lmenyer..pas2 awex 2 mntak ptus...alasan???dh x serasi...bf t'lalu baek...dh jemu...byk ag ah alsn nyer...pas2 bf 2 pn kte "smpai ati awk!!!!" (ececece...drama melayu skjp ko) pas2 awex 2 pn bls "anggp je ah kte xde jodoh yer"...aq pn x thu npe...aq pn klu nk break mesti bg ayt gnie...aq rse bkn wt hlang sedih bg tmbh skit ati ag ade...tp 2 ah...moral of this post yg aq nk bgthu n this song sbnrnyer..."Jgn terlampau mencintai seseorg sbb ada yg lbih layak trima cinta kte iaitu Allah...yg sptutnya kte cinta...sbb dye yg menentukn jodoh kte..klu dye kte kun fayakun...so jadilah...korg kapel 100 thun pun klu Dia kte korg lyk dpt yg lbih baik dr ape yg korg ade skang...perlu ker korg b'sedih...perlu ker korg slh an sme sndri...n bleh ker korg nk than2...Allah ade cre dia sndri...igt ah...Allah thu yg t'baek utk kte" sekian tazkirah dr ustzh...(ecece..ada ati nk jd ustz...free hair...short pant jer kt rmh...insaf lh anda) aq thu aq bkn muslim smpurna lg...tp insyaallah akn dtg...yg aq bgthu nie peringatan jer...sbb aq pn sme jer...tp alhamdulillah aq jge ag adab2 aq ngan pok cik aq...moga kekal lh kteorg...Amin...(amin kn lh skli!!!) dh2 nk tgk harry potter nie...sooo arios...muahhhh

my pok cik...

hehe...holla...(post arinie malu ckit nk share...tp yg pnting beronok-ronok[se-ronok jer x ckp])

at last...dh lme mne yer aq xym ngan pok cik aq...hurmmm...yg pnting arinie aq dpt ym ngan beliau...yg bestnyerrrr...mak aq mrh aq...pdhl yg mntk ym bkn aq...pok cik aq...ishhh...1 ag...td ade org ketuk pintu blik aq...aq bkk xde org lak...menakutkan...smlm mak aq yg ketuk...arinie ayh aq...yg kantoinyer...pintu bilik dye...dye x smpt tutup...b'balik pd pok cik aq...ntah npe gatai semacam 2 3 arinie...nseb bek pok cik aq...klu x...dh lme aq ksi sinaran laser...hehe...

haaa....mse ym td...akak pok cik aq ade...ini bermakna mok cik aq...hmmm...mok cik aq pn ade...tp dye shy2 cat nk tnjuk muka...nseb bek aq yg macho nie berani tegur(pdhl dlm ati:malu nyer aq)...arghhh...yg pntg...AQ X BERSALAH!!!..

hmmm..ape ag nk cite yer...haaaaa...td aq g jmpe buah ati pengarang jntung aq...ya allah...geramnyer aq...dpt dating kejap jer...dye byk tdo sbb nk maghrib...org nk b'buka...jd beliau dKERAH utk tdo tnpa rela...best arinie b'buka ramai family...rse nk pecah perut aq kekenyangannn...ade yg curious nk tau an pakwe aq nie...jap aq try ltk....

(nie lah buah ati aq...skang mkin gemuk...nme dye mohd qalif firdaus)

(nie lak dye dgn bodyguard aq)

skang aq dh ade buah ati bru tp syg nyer pompuan...sooo x mengoda sgt ah

(nie ah buah ati bru 2..nme dye nur fariesya)

tp dlm byk2 buah ati aq pling syg bodyguard aq 2 org nie...

(amat n junior)

(nie ank sedara pok cik aq...dye syg sgt ank sedara dye nie)

Juadah berbuka...

hmmm...curi mse ckit ari nie...nie pn nk tdo dh nie..nk msj pok cik aq pn dh mls...majukkk

ari nie tepat jam 11.12pm bertarikh 8/4/11 cukup pose kte 4 ari(aq bru dua ari sbnrnyer...hehe)..ape yer sllu korg mkn utk b'buka...klu yg kt U mmg steady ah g bazar ramadhan...kafe tepi bilik pn wt xnmpk jer...bkn ape...bru thrill bln pose an....hehe...tp ade gak yg sewa kereta g mkn kt luar rmai2...klu kt matrix sure ah bazar ramadhan...terkurung beb...hmm tp pengalaman kt matrix pling best...happening giler...bende wajib aq beli mse kt matrix dlu roti john...sbb??? abg2 yg jual 2 funny n friendly gilerzzz...n of course ah sbb sdp...mse kt U aq sllu mkn murtabak...nasi2 kureng ckit...pas2 dh boring aq g ah kafe bli nasi grg pataya,nasi ngan tomyam,bihun pataya...n ulang ah bende sme slme 1 thun... pathetic an aq...sdh ah mkn skli seari...bkn ape...bajet n mengurangkn risiko gemuk...1 ag sbb mls nk trun kafe...aq ddk tgkt 3...klu ade lif x pe gak...

dah2...yg lps biar an jd kenangan...yg thun nie aq dpt gak pose kt rmh slme???1 bln...horayyy???at first yaaa...horayy...skang...arghhhh!!!!!!

kne jge kedai,kne ptg potato,kne wt 2 wt nie...letih!!!(xdek ke org yg dpt m'dgr rintihan kemalasanku...:(( crying)

(siang ikan keli...salah 1 keje aq ah nie...nsib bek pebret aq)

tp yg best nyer mknn best2 gak yg aq mkn...

(nie abg yg jual murtabak kt kedai aq)

(lauk ayam masak lemak...aq x mkn pn)

(nie sayur bayam...100% aq x mkn)

(nie ayam masak kicap...tp lauk nie ayah aq yg pling pndai msk..mak aq x pndai sgt)

(nie lh ikn keli yg aq siang tu...bestttt)

tu jelah utk mlm nie...pok cik aq dh tdo...soo??? sje jer nk bgthu korg...hehehehe..aq pn nk tdo jgk lh...

Ramadhan...

yeayyy...esok pose...so here the wish...xleh post kt fb sbb pjg wish aq nie...

~~S3LaMaT m3Ny@MbUt RaMaDhaN Al-mUbArAk~~

Ingat!!!

pose bukan sje thn lapo n dahaga...mkn n mnum...

kne jgk thn dri dr...korek hidong...(senonoh btul pesanan aq nie)

thn dri dr..ngumpat n ngata...fitnah ag ah...

Jangan!!!

tgk @ pkir...cite2 blue...

wt lpe ko 2 pose...aq thu rmai yg men letih2 pas2 blek rmh mnum air...alasan..eh lpe...(xleh blah alasan nie)

derhaka...(tp klu derhaka...raya mintak maaf blik)

jgn gaduh ngan pakwe2/awex2 korang...walaupn gaduh2 manja(pebret aq ah nie)...hehehe

Banyakkan!!!

zikir...

solat sunat...

ngaji...klu dlu seari 2 helai...skang seari 1 juzuk...ok???

qiamullai...

solat terawih jgn tggl...(sebulan sethun je kot)

muhasabah dri...mksdnye..(jgn riak n bangga dri...aq ah sllu wt g2)

Lastly....

kpd yg bru thu blog aq yg nie...aq ucapkan

Yesterday...

holla...

smlm penat giler...rse mcm keje 24 hour jer...pdhl x smpi brpe jam jer...tp mmg letih sgt2 ah...bygkn ah...

7-1am>>keje kt kedai

(nie ah kedai aq)

1-2pm>>ambik adik kt skul(tp mak aq yg bwk kete bkn aq)

2-7pm>>cat rmh

(nie ah yg sebok sgt aq cat 2...nie first day cat...)

(siap cat...bsuh bekas baby aq..dan plak 2 ekor jump out dr air...nsib bek x innalillah...klu x meraung aq)

7-8pm>>jemur bju(baik aq an)

8-10pm>>kms blik(sepoh sgt...tensi aq..skang dh meletop blik aq)

lps kul 10 trus aq syahid...x lrt sgt2...

sian gewe aq msj aq x bls

tp...cat rmh mmg best sgt...

tu smlm...arinie...x thu ag...mlm nie aq update ag...insyaallah ah...

Pose...

Assalammualaikum...

klu korg bce tjuk n3 kli nie msti korg plik...pose mcm model ker pose yg puasa 2...sbnrnyaaa arinie aq nk cite psl pose yg puasa 2...so lets the story begin..

ok smlm aq pose for the last time...niat pose qada n sunat...sbb aq rse aq dh abis ganti pose tp tetiba dtg was2...btul ker aq dh abis...ker yg thun2 lps punye...jd aq ambik keputusan aq niat an"sahaja aku puasa qada dan sunat esok hari(dlm ati utk last time) kerana Allah taala" selepas sahaja jam 7.24 pm smlm maka pose aq seme dh settle...Alhamdulillah...korg ada lg yg x ganti????haa...ayok x thu...Allah mrh...hehehe...cpt2 lh ganti lg 2 yer...jgn kte mati esok lusa kte msih b'hutang ngan Allah...malu beb...6t dlm syurga nk jmpe Allah nk jmpe Rasullullah...mne nk ltk muka kte???haaa...lu pkir ah sndri...hehehe

ckp psl pose nie dh cbuk dh duk pkir...."nk jual mknn ape...nk b'buka ape sdp skli...nk wt air ape nk wt jual"...hummm...pning2...tp 2 mak aq ah...aq cme pkir...."akhirnya dpt jgk aq tdo smpi kul 12....fuhhh syukur beb"...hehehe(gelak krg baik...tp x jht tau)

haa...1 ag aq pkir...alamak aq x khatam ag nie...6t dh nk start ngaji blik...adoi...azam pose"nk khatam al-quran...n xnk korek hdung tnpa sengaja dh...(senonoh giler aq nie...hehehe...asl an aq jujur)"...pose2 lps aq byk kli nk t'korek nsib bek sedo dri dlu

pose thun nie best ckit sbb leh pose kt rmh sebln...klu x kne pose kt matrik @ U...mmg stress...sbb mskkn sme jer setiap ari...x sbr nk pose...yeayyyy

k ah...ada pggn yg memanggil srh bsuh...arios amigos...assalammualaikum

Perkauman...

arghhhh!!!!skit ati giler ngan kes smlm...smlm gua xcdent ngan moto...wa naik kete...soo mmg x cedera skit pn ah tp yg naik moto 2 cedera...ade lak makcik tua...sooo mmg parak ah...soo atas dsr kesian mak aq tlg ah g hntr klinik...kne lak rest time...mmg t'bkr jer ase...ase asisstant just tlg cuci luka je ah...bahu mak cik 2 dh terkehel dye x tlg wt ape pn...tggu ah smpi kol 3 kt klinik 2...dr kol 1 nie...last2 srh g hospital srh x-ray...kteorg ngan baik ati ag g ah anto...aq dh start dizzy...biasa kol 3 nie time tdo aq...hntr hospital....xray seme..doc kte x pth...alhamdulillah...tp kne g check ngan doc jgk ah...kne ah stay kt wad makcik 2...di cnie nmpk sgt ah kelewatan kt hospital 2...ptt ah klu ade yg cedera leh mti...mmg lmbt yg amat....tggu nyer tggu akhirnya settle...aq dh pnig sgt2 dh...dh ah x mkn 1 ape pn ag...eh tpu...kul 10 aq dh mkn megi...tp 2 kul 10 PAGI ni dh kul 10 mlm bru settle...prut aq...otk aq x leh gerak dh...

so ape kaitan kes smlm ngan tjuk post nie...nie aq bgthu...yg excident 2 india...yg aq nie malay...klu ikut an dye lggr blkg kete aq..ptt aq g wt report jer...tp sbb mak aq bek kteorg x wt...sbb yg india nie pn bkn org sng...kaya mmg jauh ah...lgpn dye x byk bunyi...sooo igt nk settle g2 jer ah...pas2 leh lak dye mntk ganti rugi...ktenyer"kak, kereta lu x byk rosak...moto saya byk rosak sy lagi tarak pegi keje ini ari...tgk kereta kak sy thu akak bwk laju" ok trus hilang rse baik aq pd dye...

soo mak aq kte ok then kte g report polis ah...dye pn ckp "x mau ah akak...isteri sy xde lesen...lg saman 300...lg lesen 500...lg moto 400...mau seribu lebih kak..."sooo mak aq ckp "then sy bg lu 50 ksi ubt mak u...sy x report...sbb sy baik pnya org...lu kte sy slh...klu u g balai tnya spe slh...u lggr blkg kete sy u ttp slh...sy dh bek kasi u 50"...eh bleh plak mntk lbih...x tau di untung btulll.yg aq skit ati mntg kte org malay...dye bleh nk mntk lbih...syukur ah mak aq dh anto g hospital...

bygkn mnyk kete kteorg eh....dr tmpt xcdent-klinik-tmpt xdent-rmh dye-klinik-rmh dye-ke hospital-ke rmh dye...nk mntk lbih2..last2 mak aq bg 120...2 pn nk mntk lbih...ptt dye yg byr kteorg...fuhhh dpt lps an lega skit...ngan letih nyer arinie lak aq keje...mmg giler pnye letih...

the past...

hurmm...bru pas bce blog http://akudankami.blogspot.com/ n http://indahseni.blogspot.com/ both blog wt aq terpikir x slh klu kte still syg ex kte n x slh jgk klu kite nk b'cinta tp kne thu hukumnyer...kne thu bts2 nyer...n kne thu setiap mende kne b'sederhana sbb ada lg yg utama yg ptt kte curahkn ksih syg n cinta kte spnuhnya...kpd Dia yg satu...dye yg pling ensem pling cntk yg pling sempurna...klu kte skekn gf kte sbb dye sopan n cntk...ingat Allah lbih dr 2...bgtu jgk utk bf...x kre ensem mne pn sesorg 2...ada yg lbih dr mereka...

korang mesti plik an npe tetiba aq cam alim ngat nie...ckplah slme usia aq 20 thun dh byk dosa aq wt dh byk mende aq tkut kn...dh ramai org aq syg...aq nk back to basic blik...tp aq msih x lyk nk nasihat org...aq just bleh share thought aq jer...aq x perfect ag...aq still pkai shirt...aurat aq msih terdedah cne cni...tp aq try berubah slow2...at least skang aq dh x free hair...hehehe...

aq x mrh n bencikn seseorg klu dye nk nganjing aq pn...sbb aq thu x seme org d bri hidayah...aq sentiasa doakn dyeorg...even pelacur pn klu dye b'taubat..dye lbih mulia dr org yg x prnh melacur...

ape2 pn bkn niat aq nk ceramah @ what so ever...just nk share...yg pnting aq rse tenang skit ble bleh share2 nie...haaaa...aq skang tgh bce buku psl penyucian jiwa..g2 ah tjuk dye..aq lpe sbb buku 2 xde dpn aq skang nie...post akn dtg aq cite skit2 psl entri buku 2 eh...moga2 aq dpt amalkn ape yg aq bce...aminnn

Wth...

aq x fhm btul ape nk jd ngan negara kita skang...sibuk wt bnthn sana sini...apa dye igt wt bnthn 2 ade org nk dgr ah ckp dye...hello...plezz ckit eh...klu org 2 nk btlkn lynas dh lme dye btlkn...xyah korg nk bnth2 segala apa daaa...dh dyeorg still going on ngan lynas mksdnyer dyeorg xnk stop ah 2...2 pn susah ker...bek duk rmh lyn family...x sbb lynas 2 pn mati jgk 6t...udah2 la...

yg ag geramnyer...aq pkai bju kuning pn kne sound..beb...aq x men ah bnda b'faedah nie...aq lbih ske duk rmh lyn indie...lyn fb...lyn tv...lyn kartun lg besttt..heh

Confius...

wanita dikurniakan 9 nafsu 1 akal, manakala lelaki dikurniakan 9 akal,1 nafsu...ikut nafsu...i spend alot on it...handycam..henset..mknn..pling byk mknn ah...seminggu ada ah dlm rm100...bykkn aq dh start pgg duit since aq form 1..soo 7x12x4x100...wahhh...byk 2...aq bli handycam duit simpnn aq 3 thun...henset most of the time ayh yg banje tp ade gak kua duit sndri...topup...jrg sgt aq topup sbb x de org sgt nk msj...tp 2 prkara yg lps...yg skang...ok...aq rse cam nk sgt canon EOS 500...aq nk try jd photography...walaupn aq x b'seni mne...tp aq mmg mnat seni...lg2 drawing n photograhy...tp mlgnye...harganya rm 2500 n above...mne aq nk cekau duit wok...adoyai...x gne pnye nafsu...akal aq pn b'tindak ah...ktenye"cekau dr duit ptptn ah..."mmg bjak akal aku ni...tp nafsu aq ckp ag...6t aq jd miskin ah...adik2 sme duit dlm bank rm 1000...xkn aq nk biar jd beratus jer...akal aq dh x leh fungsi sbb td dh gne utk nafsu pertama...sooo jwpn bg mslh aq is"error...no answer to be display"...arghhh skitnyerr ati aq....

stupid???

stupid is not just a word...it's also what we're doing...

nk kte bodo sure aq nie x bodo...

nk kte bjak 100% x ah...

mgkin sbb 2 aq still giving chance & chance & chance...

klu ngan org yg aq pling syg dlu aq x bg peluang knpe skang q bg????

2 ah tnde aq mkin lme mkin krg bijaknyer...

bukti dh jelas dpt mte...

bkn skli msuk kli nie dh 3 kli pluang aq bg...

aq dh nekad...1000 kli aq syg dye pn...

slgi dye x brubh...

jgn hrp nk jd laki aq...

hei nie wt aq windu kt mr A nie....

bodo tol...

klu dulu aq bg pluang kt dye sme mcm aq bg pluang kt ehem2..

mesti aq still ngan dye smpi skang...

sbb bukti jelas tnjk dye still syg aq...

aq nk dye blik!!!

hmm...t'lmbt ah...

xpe ah... ape yg ade kte syukur...

nobody perfect...wlupn bf kte still ushar x dye...kte sabo..

sbb klu ko x sabo benda bruk akn jd...

dlu dh prnh skli...x nk ulang dh ok...

whatever it is...moral story is...

"dont believe every single word your partner said...even you know them 4ever"

kpda yg terasa mntk maaf...cme cbelh ubhmperangai 2...

sbb ko msti x ske klu aq lak wt g2 kt ko...

latest entry...

smbil study update blog nie...hebaddd...

study network mmg mantok...xleh nk thn ase mata nie...nguap ribu kali dh...nk mnum nescafe aq tkut tatit peyut ag...

hmmm :-(

mata ite dh x leh ukak nie...nk ido ashe...

ite nk g makan ah...byeeeeee

Change????

lmenyer x update blog an...

sbb tetiba update ari nie...hmmm

currently 4.46 am at 21/4/11..why im not sleep???

NOT cause i study for my final next week BUT...cuse i drink nescafe this morning..kuang kuang kuang...hehehe

im sure i will not be able to sleep this tomorrow...

same goes when im in matrix lat time...but when i in matrix got my beloved rumet n pakwe2...yg sedia dgr esak tangis aq yg stress nie...

not that they gone..but everyone got their prob right...i dont want to hear any1 prob when i hv a prob..it just add more prob..(byk gle prob..hehe)...soo dont disturb them...

but major reason im update today is that...

hmmmmmmm...camne nk ckp yer???

kte nie...silapp...aq nie siyesly ckp bkn dak bek..byk kot wt dosa...dosa kecik x yah ckp...sure ari2...dosa bsr mmg sllu...derhaka..lwt solat..yg pntg aq x perfect n far from that...

pastu ngan niat yg ntah ape2..aq x thu aq mmg t'trik gler bce blog x-gf bf aq...(klu pening bce...g mkn ubt lu)

pas2 timbul ah jelez yg membuak2 aq brni bet lg m'buak dr gng berapi nk meletus...

tp bkn jelez sbb 2 blog x-gf bf aq...tp sbb pro5 pic dye pkai tudung labuh...aq dh lme gler nk pkai...sbb 2 aq klu bleh nk sgt smbg study kt overseas cause there a phase that say"if we want to change we got to change the world around us"

tp aq t'pkir mampu ker aq...pkai tudung 1/2 jam dh pns..duk kt rmh shorts jer...free hair...ngan sepupu peluk cium jer...ngan pakwe2 aq b'tepuk tmpr...(tp kt bju jer ah...x prnh aq t'btl wuduk ngan dyeorg nie)...gler ah!!!! byk kot dosa aq...

the best part i cry when i saw her....great right???

klu aq jd laki sure aq ambk dye jd bini...haha

klu dh smpi seru ade ah rezki aq...

yg aq tkut skang perut aq...skit x yah ckp ah...stiap kli msuk mknn...

aq ade 3 kmgknn jer..1-stomach cancer,2-stomach ulser,3-periodic table aq yg x stabil...i prefer 1 choice sbb klu ulser dye akn rse pedih but now x pdih pn...sooo reject...periodic table??? ntah ah klu btul..x kn smpi 2 bln x putus2...hmm klu cancer...tggu aq pergi jmpe DYE yer ah...aq x nk check..sbb klu penyakit simple x per..klu cancer...x ker mak bapak aq ssh lak 6t...bia aq ssh sorg2 x per...bia sme org x thu lg bgus...bia klu aq g pn x nyusahkn org...tp sblm ag g aq hrp dpt ah khatam tafsir al-quran lu...al-quran in the process utk second time khatam...

BTW...doakn kejayaan aq utk exam final mggu dpn...27/4 is the big day also 10/5 also another big day...doakn jg kejayaan hbgn aq ngan en D...mslh memanjang start dr mula2 knl smpi skanh...hrp smpt ah wish dye happy 6 month anniversary pd 28/4 nie...hmmm....tp klu x dek jodo nk wt cmne...nangis jer ah...haha...

TP INGAT!!!!! DOAKAN FINAL AQ...DOA AGR SOKLAN 2 SENANG...N AGR PEMERIKSA AQ LMBT ATI TNDA KERTS KTEORG>>>aminnnnn...

dh ah nk mndi nk solat subuh lak...pas2 bru start study...wish me luck

Words...

Words will remain as a word if u didn't mean what u said...

i think that im stupid to fall for words..twice...

but the word give me strength to believe in ****...

but now i really stress...

cause i know....

**** words is just a words...

**** is good in playing with words...

arghhhh...final is just around the corner but then i still stuck with ****...

hahhahha

aq rse aq akn break ag skli kli nie...haha....

aq plik camne kli nie leh thn lme lak...

hahaha

but yg aq thu skang aq btul2 ***...

maluuuu...hehhe

Sorry...

hehehe...lmenyer x update blog...haha...org tgh hepi nk wt cmne...6t dh sedih bru cbuk update hari2..sorry my beloved blog...mcm gak amalan kita....brni bet ah...bleh kire ngan jari jer brpe org ah sgt yg akn igt tuhan waktu dye happy...tpi mostly akan igt tuhan ble dye sedih n susah...dasar manusia...tpi alhamdulillah aq still x lpe pd tuhan walaupn aq tgh hepi skang...sbb aq thu...hepi 2 pn 1 ujian dri tuhan malah ujian yg lebih bsr dr susah...hope it will remain like this 4ever...

byk nk cite kt awok nie blog...lme x jmpe kte an...hehe...

1. i found my logic thinking...hahaha...bkn nk bangga tpi my friend yg ckp mcm 2...hehehe...sbbnyer...aq dh leh wt coding programming ngan jayanyer...nsib bek ah jgk aq kne repeat at least i can truly understand what i learn last sem.

2. my test, so far so great...except OS...im not sure what my result yet..

3. my friend going to study in spain & i really jelezz...klulah aq except twrn bljr farmasi dulu aq pn akan fly sme ngan dyeorg...tp x gne klu aq x minat an...nk kne hidup ngan dikelilingi kimia...oh no!!! walaupn skang aq rse klu aq bljr farmasi dlu msti byk ubt aq leh thu...

4.most hurtful thing is that i fall in love with someone that i should not be in love..moreover with my situation right now...no!!! i hope it only temporary...cause if not i will hurt my feeling and also my bf...i dont want to do that...i hurt him once...n i cant do it twice...if we gonna break it was on him...not say that its not going to hurt but at least i happy if he have someone to be happy with...

for now...no breaking the ice is in my mind...yet...hehe

done for this blog...let meet in my other blog...wanna update it to...bye...salam

Yasin...

Even though, i really sick of the word love but i think im in love right now...but im still trauma...but really trying hard to forgive and forget...that is the reason i haven't post anything here...sorry blog...u hv become my second love...poor u...hehe

what make i want to post today is the most popular sentence in surah yasin ..."kun faya kun"

i dont know why i often have a stomach nowadays...and the best thing is that he worried about me which show that he care bout me...hehe

but it make me realize that our life is actually sooooo short...we may die in just a few second...you might die right after you finish reading this post or maybe before...and i maybe die right after posting this post...we never know...so everthing we do...we must go back to ALLAH...our creator...

but what me worried is...we can see more and more of our friend going far away from the right path but we dont have the brave to advice them...not just u, me, even someone that we called 'alim' also dont have that brave...so lets pray to ALLAH to give us the brave..

because our job to be born to this world is to be a khalifah...to guide other to the right path..so lets do our job before we go and see HIM...

may ALLAH light us to the right path and give us the brave to guide other...AMIN...

i think that all...for today...hope i able to see you all again..INSYAALLAH

Mine...

if the last post tell about my blog...
now i wanna share my feeling...
mid sem is finally here...
but cant rest...
too many assignment and work at the restaurant...
but my love story is just fine..
he make my day fine...
but his got game just around the corner...
soo he is very3x bz...
i will be patience...
hope he win the game and then he give me more time for me..
but now im happy just the way we are...

Blog...

ever wonder with my title...its ok...lets me explain...
i made a new blog...but this time it wasn't the place where i express my feeling..
but a place where i express my music...haha...
just love indie that make me create this blog...
hope to discover more indie band that can make malaysia proud cause i proud to be a malaysian...yeah very proud...
just check this out http://indi3rul3s.blogspot.com/
but i rarely update the status...
so be patience...

Think...

long time since i wrote anything in here...hehe...emm...gonna start with...my programming quiz...for the first time in my life...i can run the quiz with a major success...yeah...thank god...talk about god...it was the thing i wanna talk about...malay plezzzz...ok2...
lepas jer dpt jwb quiz 2...mmg b'syukur giler2...org pertama aq pikir...abg2 aq...sllunya...lps quiz aq mesti kol dyeorg n nagdu psl quiz nie...tpi kli nie...aq kol gak tpi bkn utk ngadu...tpi utk share kegembiraan...haha...kegembiraan yg x t'kte nie dh wt aq t'pkir...allah dh bg aq kejayaan...tpi mcm mne aq nk bls kejayaan yg allah dh bg kt aq nie...klu mak ngan ayah leh ah kite bls ngan bljr btul2 n dpt keje yg elok...n sara hidup dyeorg lak 6t...klu rasulullah sekaipun...kte leh selawat n sentiasa igt pdnya...tpi klu allah kte nk wt ape...nk igt 24/7...still kebaikan dye dpt kt kte...x dek effect pn pd allah...nk ckp kte xkn curang pd allah...pn utk kbaikan kte....xdek ape kte leh wt utk bls jasa allah...n nie dh wt aq b'syukur sgt2 dilahirkn sbgi seorg islam...done with that...sbb aq nie bkn pndai sgt bab2 agama nie...just share skit2 leh ah...
now move to story of my life...im sorry that i cant forget my ex...im trying but i cant...eventhough he hurt me deeply but in my heart his name is the only name i can ever put...having other guys in my life does not even change is name from my heart... im sorry for those who fall for me...hehe...anyhow...im still trying...

Jelezz...

HaPpY N3w Y3ar...
blum t'lmbt an...huhu...agk bz mggu nie...bru start study blik kte an...
first thing wanna share...
kkdg...eh silap...bkn kkdg...aq sllu jeles pd 1 blog nie...blog dye cntk sgt...plus...blog nie d buat utk tunjukkan rse syg balak nie pd awex dye...balak nie bdk komp...bdk graphic...jd korg imagine ah sndri mcm mne cntknye & advancenyer blog dye...pnuh ngan photoshop editted photo...
pompuan mne x happy dpt balak cm dye...aq pn akn happy...hihi
tpi aq takut jgk kkdg...skang nie balak 2 tgh syg giler kt awex dye...6t 1 ari klu dye syg kt aq lak cmne...hihi..guro jer...mksd aq...skang tgh syg giler...kte x thu smpai ble kte dpt syg ssorg 2...kasih syg nie kuasa tuhan...aq pn harap dyeorg selamat smpai jinjang pelamin...tpi...klu jdlh mslh...ape nk jd pd blog 2...
x kn nk pnuh kn kata2 kecewa lak...
sbb ape yg aq bljr spjg aq mula knl cinta 5 thun lps...(agak bru ah an...hihi)...cinta nie walaupn org agung2kn sgt...tpi percaya nie...bahagia wak2 dye still mekar...n sllunya jangka hyt cinta nie pndk jer....tpi 1 ag kuasa yg sme hebat ngan cinta tpi jangka hyt dye pnjg...ialah...kasih syg....
klu ko syg sorg2 2...smpai mati ko ttp syg dye...ko x kn skit ati ats ape yg dye dh wt kt ko @ ape jgk perangai dye...
sbb ble ko syg ssorg...ko syg baik n buruk dye...tpi cinta...ko syg baik dye lbih dr buruk dye...
tipu klu org kte "cinta x perlukan sbb"...sbb org gila pn thu ape yg dye buat...
org gila mndi dlm longkang sbb dye nmpk longkang 2 mcm air terjun...jd x mgkn ko ske an ssorg tnpa sbb...
cri sbb 2 dlu bru ko fhm ape 2 cinta...ats korg ah nk trima ke x pndgn nie...