regret...

btul ah an...org kte...manusia nie ble dh hlg sesuatu bru nk hargai..bru thu betapa penting nye benda 2...
ya..i regret that i ask 4 a break from a pure luv i ever got..but i cant keep using him..just because im lonely i use him as a toys...some1 that should listen to me...
but god know the best 4 me...if he really destine to be mine...i can do nothing to stop it...
but im sorry 4 him that he luv me so much...but i noticed that he just fine as the way i am...although there always sweet moment that keep go around our head but..we will get to used to it...
but...a noticed that he had find some1 that suit him as my replacement...maybe it was the best...
but jealousy is all around me right now
lets stop talking about it...lets continue about some1 i know through ym...i cant think what is right or wrong until my father told me..
who is he??? i dont know..but what i do know is...he is from t'ganu work as tow track driver and he is 27 years old..
what is bad about him..is his job..why???mmy family had a car xcident that is MAYBE cause by the tow truck driver dirty trick...
but i do believe...it was just some of them...
although i dont really trust him but i got a feeling he is a good person...
but my major mistake is that i tell him where i live...my perfect address...
my father just afraid that he might doing something bad...
now im confuse...
arghhhh...headache
last story for this week...
my ex has find my fb...but it good to reconnect with him...he used to mine...soo it ok with me...just fine...
owhh..what i really want this week is...
i wanna a baby...the fancy little cloth in the sale was sooo cuuuuuuuuuuuuuute

truth...

seriously i can't love u...but i dont know 4 how long...
but i need u to accompany me through this life...
until i found some1...
i'll pray u find some1 suit u...
im so sorry to use u..
but love is something that i cant force...
hope u'll find some1 b4 i started find some1...
and hopefully u not love me more than i hope u will...
just know that..we may not fated to be together...
but i like u more than u ever imagine...
for me...
u r my first love...
some1 that i will remember 4 the rest of my life...
tq 4 loving me...

License...

hahaha...sorry...actually i should post this earlier but...thu2 je ah duk rmh nie...lepak dpn tv jer kejenye...ok there are few story happen in this week some good some bad...lumrah hidup...
FINAL...not bad...most of the question i can answer it..but...most of them r error...huhuhuhu...target mse jwb...asl x tggl kosong dh..jwb je ah ape2 pn...lps dh abis paper bru realize error yg b'timbun...mkin cuak nie...x pe ah...aq dh jwb..hal keputusan kte doa n tawakal k...
LESEN...pg mmg pg nk mampus...kul 8 dh kne ade kt cne...mmg ngantuk...kul 8 2 practice blik ape yg aq dh bljo...haha...seme aq dh lupa...mmg hncr ah...byk kli gak try...time test....seat ok..cermin ok...wiper ok...gear free ko..haha...aq dh rse dh...1 mrkh krg....xpe2 nk kuo g jln rye...jpj 2 dh jd mcm ckg memandu aq...bkn cm jpj pn..."ok mula2 gear 1...tgk cermin..ok jln"...adoyai...aq dh target mmg byk aq hncr nie...dlm ati...xpe ah..nk wt cmne..duit ah lg skli...spjg jln jpj 2 cbuk citer psl ank dye,kg dye...org kg aq rpenye jpj nie...haha...ank dye 1 u ngan aq...haha...dlm ati...bleh thn bjak gak ah ank dye nie...leh klu nk try ushar...huhuhu...dh stop kt abis test..dye srh sain borang...aq mmg dh cuak...tgk2 dye bg 17/20...sdgkn syarat lulus 16/20...so aq LULUS yeahhhhhh..mmg gembira sgt2..first thing aq wt...pluk ayh aq...haha ank bapak...second thing air milo....third...anto msj kt my luv....start time nie bru aq sdr aq dh bleh time dye dlm ati aq...which is good to hv some1 to talk to and share our joy....mmg gembira sgt2 wak2 2...
RAYA HAJI...nie cite lucu....rye aji 17...ari rabu...famili bsr aq dh ade kt cheneh...ade dr KL ade dr KT...seme pakat mai cnie nk korban lembu....smpai jer kt tempat nk korban..dgr citer lembu yg kteorg nk korban dh lari msk dlm hutan...alamak....relax2...no hal..sbb dh ganti lembu bru...yeah...dh sedia nk korban.....seme dh pakat rmai2 kumpul kt kndg lembu 2..tggu nk rebah an & korban jer...tetibaaa...lembu 2 pn lari msk hutan...dh nk wt lgu mne lgu nie...seme sedara dh pakat frust...mai jauh2...lembu x leh korban...yg best nyer..seme dh ade impian msing2...ade nk wt gulai ah...ade nk wt singgang ah...ade nk wt sup ah...skli....hah...ambik ko...jgnkn daging bulu hidung pn x dpt...haha
CINTA...hei nmpknye..ksh peribadi aq dh diketahui adik2 aq.....which is..this is the scariest thing ever...sbb ape???sbb famili aq nie skil ske kutuk org...terse gak kne kutuk 2-3 ari...sllu bab2 jiwang nie...aq yg tkg kutuk bkn yg kne kutuk...tpi dh smpi mse aq...mmg rse nk bunuh jer famili aq nie...plus...ayh aq lak x bg aq kwn ngan dak 2...yg tmbh skit ati...ble nk bncg hal nie ngan dye..dye leh ckp..."xpe ah...ayh dh x bg kte ikut jer ah"...lgsg xde usaha nk pkir cmne nk settle hal nie...nmpk cm dye redha jer klu kteorg break....tpi yg wt aq sdih...aq dh start syg dye...klu ayh bgthu awl2 ayh x bg x ah t'kilan...sbb at first mmg aq x syg lgsg dye...tpi...skit ati cmne pn ngan dye...dye jgklah yg mengubat ati yg sdih nie...
lastly...aq sedar hidup nie..tuhan ttp kn seadil2nya...allah bg kte rse gembira...allah bg kte rse cdih...spy kte thu b'syukur...xleh ah nk gembira jer sllu sbb 6t mdh lupa dri...xleh ah nk sdh jer sllu...6t x nmpk kebesrn allah...allah bg kte rse dua2...tpi t/jwb kte camne...dh perfect..adil ker ngan ape yg allah dh bg...ats kte ah 2...nk srh org tegur bru wt...smpai ble pn kte x b'ubah...perubahan kne start dri ati...bru kekal...

Hard...

susahnyer nk kjr cinta hakiki....setiap kli aq nk berubah kearah kebaikan cinta dunia mesti dtg menggu...tpi...aq hrp cinta dunia x kan hlg aq dri terus igt pd yg 1...hidup kat dunia cuma sekali...n wt mse nie aq b'syukur aq jmpe ngan org2 yg byk bwk aq ke arah yg btul..walaupn kkdg jln 2 berlubang2...sng nk jatuh...tpi ade yg sggp pimpin aq, ade yg sggp angkat aq dri kejatuhan aq...nielah anugerah yg aq sedar n syukur sgt2...sbb hidup kte kt dunia nie byk b'gantung pd org sekeliling...klu bek org yg kte jmpe...bek ah jdnyer kte 6t..n so on if we find a wrong person...aq dh pernah jmpe dua2...n aq b'syukur sgt2...sbb klu aq x jmpe yg slh..aq x kn thu yg mne 1 yg btul...
n skang aq lebih b'syukur ade yg sudi igt2kn aq pd-Nya...ade yg sudi igtkn aq akn cita2 aq...wlupn hati aq mmg bkn utk dye tpi aq syukur aq jmpe dye...wt mse nie..allah lebih thu yg t'baik utk aq...cukup ah ade yg sudi jge hal duniawi n akhirat aq...
kkdg setan byk kuasai aq..adenyer dyeorg, aq thu aq d jge n d perhati bkn sje oleh allah tpi jg org sekeliling...
tpi..i'm sorry my heart isn't for u...but for the time being i luv u...tq dear...

Final...

at last...final is started...today is the first day....first paper mmg cuak habis...smlm cm org giler x thu nk wt per...study dh x msk...last2 lepak dpn lappy tgk background desktop jer....
tpi aq mmg syukur sgt2 dikelilingi org yg syg n caring hal aq...especially abg 'm' aq...dh 3 bln x msj dyer...dpt jer msj smlm...mmg nk nangis sgt...nangis sbb windu 1 hal...nangis sbb cuak final ari nie 1 hal...nangis sbb kate2 dye yg sentiasa bg aq tujuan yg 1 utk buat ape yg aq rse btul n wt aq rse aq sentiasa btul..haha...
tpi smlm ade ah skit t'kilan ngan abg 'h' aq...dyer leh just send smiley...x dek pn wish per2 pn...tpi td bkk fb bru thu dye bz smlm...so no heart feeling ah...
tpi ade 1 p'kara yg wt aq cuak lbh dr exam final ari nie....ade abg tetiba propose aq...bkn aq x nk...tpi once u hv been my bro...the heart feeling stop there...n i thot we fine with this...sbb sethu aq...member dyer yg ske kt aq bkn dyer...nie ssh bler ade org tgh...mengalahkn drama indon..citer aq smlm...tpi...aq x nk kecewakn dye n x nk bg dyer hrpn gak...sbb hakikat yg 1 day...my parent will choose to whom i will be married...n maybe they already hv d candidate @ maybe not...
tpi klu aq dh t'ikat..aq x leh ah dh nk ushar pakwe2 len..nie yg ssh nie...haha...x per ah...klu ade jdh ader ah...
yg pntg aq nk bljr smpi kt australia dlu bru nk kawin...klu dye sggp tggu then he fine with me