Is this the feeling.....

ntah ah...nie first time aq betol2 rse jeles ngan dye.....all my bezpren jd bezpren dye gak....bknnye bende 2 x bek just that i dont feel comfortable ngan perkara nie... tpi slh aq gak..x spptnya timbul rse jeles dri aq...klu kte syg org 2 kte mesti rela lpskn dye x kira berapa ssh skli pun...tpi setiap kli aq sedia lpskn dye...dye dtg blik kt aq...skt ati aq....dye lak leh wt x thu perasaan aq...or maybe mmg dye x thu...tpi yg dye bodo sgt nape....aq dh brthu dye perasaan aq lbih dr 3 kli...klu dye x fhm jgk mmg aq sndiri no komen ah...tpi ikut logik ah beb..no way dye x fhm perasaan aq ag.......argh stress ah aq...

lgi ah aq stress ble dgr blik lagu mamat'H'....nmpk sgt dye ske kt pompuan 2....n i just wish some1 will love me as much as he love that girl...nyanyi lgu org artis len pn dh ok..x yah ah mcm dye smpi sggp wt lagu utk pompuan 2...tpi mlgnya x d hargai....i really want to be in love but then the trauma still dont want to go....really i wish the song was made 4 me...or its just easily said that i wish my bezpren hve some time to be spend to me....

slh 1 cra aq utk lri dri poblem nie....study overseas......skang pn tgh cri scholarship yg best2...klu dpt mmg best....
first...aq dpt bljo cara hidup org len
second..aq dpt melawat tmpt org
third...aq dpt lri dri masalah nie
fourth..aq dpt lpekn prsaan aq yg cam shial nie..asyik jeles x b'tmpt....
fifth...aq leh thu spe yg windu...klu ade mksdnye aq nie pntg ah jgk

aq btl2 pening...nape ble bab hati dan perasaan aq cpt jd deprese...aq cpt sgt melatah klu bab nie...kn best klu dri dlu aq terima je mamat 'S'...mesti perasaan aq x jd camnie...b'cmpr baur...

anyway thank to blog....aq dpt krgkn stress d kepala nie.....

Huhuhu.....

ari nie kedai ttp awl...kul 1 dh ttp...leh lpk kt umh...
bezpren aq dh jd artis skang..tpi nme bkl ank aq pn ade kt c2....kuat ttul instict aq ngan dye....

g pantai...lme gler dh x g pntai....dpt lpk 2 jam kt pantai...mmg syok..
jumpa lak ular air masin...sek bek dh mati...n sek bek ank je ag..
bhye gak pntai rmh aq nie...hermmm

after more than a week kt umah..at last leh gak aq mkn ikn kerapu sweet sour...syok abisssss
yg lg syoknyer org banje...seme pn aq balun...pdhl dh nk ch prt pn...tpi x bek m'bzrkn

Whoooaaa...

today...more sleep..dkt 4 jam gak ah tdo...mmg gmpk giler...
pkl 2 ade interview upsi n usm...mmg cuak giler
tpi...soklan cam shial jerrr..300 soklan asyik ulg bende sme...pning pale aq

blik dri interview g lpk bdr...best..lme dh x g lpk kt bndr..
blik dri bndr tlg mak aq...siap gaduh ag

still gaduh ngan bezpren aq...skit ati lah dye 2...
nyesal aq ngku dye pakwe aq...
arghhhhhhh.........

Blurrrr...

Nothing special today...just more sleep n chatting...with mybf gf..amazing is't?
td ade org tanye psl nasi kukus tpi mak gue x msk nasi kukus...dh t'lps 11 rm..rugi2
lps 2 mk aq trus wt...tpi x de org lak nk bli m'bzr jer...last2 sendiri mkn

Whoooaaa...

ari nie...byk tdo jerrr...maybe letih sgt smlm..2 yg topup tdo ari nie..
tpi...pg2 lg dh ader customer...mak aq punyer lh panik abis seme getah b'terabur..
rmai yg bngks jer ade 4 org jer dtg mkn...jd sepupu yg tlg wt air 2 kne wt air 2 gls jer..punyerlh frust dyerrr...

lps kul 5.30 mak aq pn pg ah ambk adik kt kafa..sdg elokk..ada pelanggan dtg...cuak gler aq...dh ah lelaki..2 org lak 2...
prsaan nyer tuhan jer yg thu..tpi aq maintain je...dh ah tkt sbb dyeorg dak laki plus lg aq x pndai wt airrr..mmg tkt giler ah wak2 2..tpi seme b'baloi lps dyeorg blah ngan bayaran sbyk 2.50..sbb dyeorg mnm bandung jer..hehehe...
nasi kukus x e org beli pn..last2 kteorg jer yg abiskn..gmk blik ah aq camnie..

bapak aq leh wt bodo ag aq kte nk bli ikn...dh dye nk wt bodo nk wt camne...redha je la...

New adventure n looked up

last night...lps d provoted byk kli oleh member2 aq...aq pn bkk youtube cri psl the arrival..first thing aq fkr...nape cite nie d wt oleh org eng...sdgkn ngre dyeorg bape kerat je yg islam...tpi ngre kite yg bbge sgt ngre islam aq tgk skang mkn byk wt site maksiat...tpi x pe ah, aq time je...org eng ke org melayu ke kte seme islam n niat nk btlkn org islam...aq bru tgk part 1,,,tpiiiiii tu pn separuh. separuh pn dh ckp wt aq sdr byk bende...t'igt solat yg b'lubg2 ntah ble nk berubh...aq caye abis khatam the arrival nie maybe aq insaf utk sebln dua lps tuuuu..mesti tggl lg solat..but..aq nk berubh pas nie aq x nk dh tggl solat..sbb lps nie aq akn wt kalendar kt blog nie spyee seme org dpt tgk...bru pdn muka aq..abis cite psl the arrival tuuu...esok aq cite ag..jap2 hri nie aq tgk smbgn dye tetiba ada 1 video kte cite the arrival nie byk yg dh d olah blik...jd..mne 1 yg btl nieeee

ari nie start bkk kedai..not bad..ada ah jgk yg dtg..tpi rmainya jiran2 je...tpi ada ah sorg dua yg bkn jiran dtg...cukup ah..aq lak bkn jjd cashier pn sbk jge ank sepupu..tpi hepi ape dh lme x men baby...bestttt..lmbt gak ah ttp ptg td..dkt kul 5 bru ttp...pastu straight pegi bando....

mulanya bapak aq kte nk bli kn ikan hiasn utk aq last2 leh wt bodo jer...frust giler gue...tpi x pe sbb dye msk megi utk aq..ayh wt megi mmg the besttttttt

Smile that never lost...

dh msk 4 hri aq tlg mak aq bkk kedai...slow2 aq rse ianya x lak beban sgt pn..just tdo aq x leh topup smpi skang...
walaupn bgn kol 12 p.m aq still ngantok...

tdi aq t'men hujan..skang dh dizzy ckit...gawat2.
esok nk bkk kedai..cian mak aq bkk sesorg..mampu t'kangkang 6t
anyway...aq dh n\mkn ubat..hopefully x bmm ah esok...

nothing special..happen today..so....that its..
maybe tomorrow is new adventure

Long time no sin...

Dri pg smpi ptg ddk kt kedai...fedup aq camnie...
tpi..sek bek mlm 2 dpt g bdr...t'ubat rse stress aq

anyway dlm p'jlnn td...ade small accident..
cian..kete dyeorg lgr lbg...
seme tyr kete rosak..
tpi nk wt camne dh nsb..time jelah yerrr

about the sin...
dh lme x men mte ngan bdk laki..
4 the first time...aq wt blik sin 2..hehehe
tpi x per..best gak...

sbnrnyerr...there something bothering me..
psl mamat'M' [bez pren aq]..
dye kte dye fall in love once again..
tpi bru pts cinta x smpi bape mggu..
laki nie mmg cpt b'ubh ati ker????
(boys sila jwb)
aq lak dh lah bodo...bleh lak ari 2 aq ajk dye couple..
ala bru sdr kslhn dri..hehehe
bkn nk ajk serius just gurau je tpi...
klu dye fall 4 someone else t'rase ah jgk
but, he is my bezzzzzzzz pren so..no love story n no heart feeling pleaze

A new jurnal had opened

Korang pernah dgr x ayt' Hidup x sllunya sng'...aq stuju gler ngan kte2 tu..
Bler aq tgh stress study dlu...skul lah tmpt plg aq bnci...tpi skang skul lah tmpt plg aq windu..
i hope we all can remain young 4ever.. be 2gether 4ever.... i really miss my classmate n my roomate..

aq wt blog nie pn utk hlg kn rse windu aq kt dieorg..

tmbh2 ag mak aq bkk kedai ari nie... letih gler...
aq plk mmg x ske keje under org len...camne lh nk hdp nie..

tpi aq still happy sbb aq still ade bezpren yg sllu tmn aq lalui ari2 aq..mlgnya dyeorg x phm prsaan aq