Understanding?

What would you do if someone that suppose to understand you...don't understand you?

For once in my life...I thought it could be different...it will be different.
But in the end, its the same.
No matter what happen only "what is the best for me" is what matter the most.
But you dont know, I dont want what the best for me...I want what I feel the best for me.
I'm willing to struggle...I'm okay if I'm poor...I'm okay with having to let go what I desire.

What I'm asking is for you to give me as much time to myself without being embrassed of me.
What I'm asking is for you to support me with whatever decision I'm planning to take.
What I'm asking is for you to give me advice not force.
What I'm asking is for you to be proud of what ever decision I'm making.
What I'm asking is for you to say out loud to the world that no matter what I do...no matter how poor I become later on...you always get my back. That what matter the most for you is I'm happy and enjoy what I do.

That is my selfish desire for you as you are the one that suppose to love me the most.
But I guess it is too big to be achieved?

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