Let me tell you a story...
24 years and 2 days ago..a boy was born.
He was an unknown boy to some part of the world..he was unknown to some part of community...and definitely unknown to me.
But god has its way of introducing him to the world..to the community and to me...and to them.
It not entirely fate to know him as he was my classmate..but it is pure fate that he is my boyfriend..my brother..my other half..my strength..my happiness and part of my everything.
It is never in our memory how we come close to each other..it just happen. It just pure fate that we talk and we click.
Some people get close by doing something stupid together..but we never do anything stupid together
We never skip class...we never got detention..we never broke public properties..we never do those bad thing
But for sure..we always talk during recess..with me buying all the food most of the time..we always sleep during class..we always talk during monday assembly
I was there when he learn to fall in love...i was there when he cannot forget his love..i was there when he first call me that he going to study in KL (u dont know how much i cried that day...stupidly i dont even know why i cry)
But as much as i was there for him...he was there for me more that i can even imagine
He was there when my trust to all boy was zero...i cant trust any boy at that time..but i trust him
He was there when im still innocent
He was there when i learn to fall i love
He was there when im fighting with my ex every month
He was there when im break up with my ex
He was there when short sleeve + scarf is enough
He was there since "Yang..jom couple"..till "couple? I dont give a shit bout that stuff"
He was there since "yangg..matrik susah. Aq nak benti ah"..till "yangg..software engineering susah. Aq nak benti ah"..till "yangg..master susah giler"
He was there since "yang..aq ada quiz malam nie"..till "yang..aq ada test esok"..till "yang...aq ade thesis presentation nanti"..till "...."
He was there since i call him every single quiz i will face...till every test i will face..till my final thesis presentation..till he call me because i never call him
He was there since my innocent day..to my bad day...to my busy day
He was there for every single drop of tear i shed because of life treat me hard
Everyone that know our story offen said "you love him right?"
My answer always "yes..i do"
When they ask "why dont you couple with him then?"
My answer will always and forever will be "i dont want to ruin our friendship..and he know to much about me...my good and my bad"
He really know my good and my bad...that why i cant be with him
He who sees my tears..my mistake..my sin
It amazing how he is the one that i will call if i want to cry..despite that he never really confort me. He just talk randomly till i stop crying
It may be selfish but i wish you a very happy belated birthday
Dipanjangkan umur yang berkat
Dimurahkankan rezeki
Dipermudahkan jodoh...and damn..that girl is lucky to have you bro
Di kurniakan kesihatan
And most important and selfish wish is that i wish you live long enough to always be there for me..to support me..to give me strength..to love me till the end
I LOVE YOU BRO..YANG..ABANG..PAKWE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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