Married at 23???

Assalammualaikum bakal jenazah semua...sentap?? But its the truth.

Sebenarnye kannnnn....
Sesungguhnya aq stress bila org dh sibuk tnye ble aq nk kwin.
Heii..im a human. I am a straight girl. I do have desire to get married.
Tp mslhnya xde org nk kt aq. Hehehe.

Im not belong in group of girl with pretty face,
Im not belong in group of girl with sweet talking,
Im not belong in group of girl with high IQ,
Im not belong in group of girl where you see ISLAM when you see her,
Im not belong to group of girl that will be loved once you see her.

Im just me,
A girl that not pretty but not ugly...syukur seadanya,
A girl that very rude in talking...honest n lie combine in a conversation,
A girl that hate studying because im not intelligent..but hate working more than studying,
A girl that always on the other side of a siratul mustaqim...still crawling to get to the right path,
A girl that tend to be hated more than to be loved...because i tend to do anything before i yhink about the effect,
A girl that not friendly...but love to talk,
Im just a girl with too many flaw.

It great enough to know if someone can love a girl like me
Still...its not a right time yet,
Im tooooo childish to be a wife,
Its not that i dont want to be mature...i tried but i cant,
This childish girl is the real me..no matter how much I hate it,
Wife is a burden word,
I just wanna stay with my family as long as i can
When I get married i am my husband rightful soul
Husband had to come first before my family
The fact that i still dont repay my parent make me feel sad
But..with my parent want me to get married
My heart and head just full of stress and pressure right now
Hmmmmmmm....
Kalau aq kawin pn..is it bring happiness or just a burden to my husband?
Biar lah lambat...asal suami aq nanti sebaik2 suami yg leh bimbing ank dye ke jalan yg betul nanti
So that they dont repeat the same mistake her mom ever made before

P/S: sape yg rasa diri dye budak surau rambut pacak leh masuk minang sekarang ah..hahahahaha.