lost

i try my best to hold the tear from fall...but im not that strong enough...it hurt..
it hurt as much as luffy cant save his nakama...
i try...i really try my best to hold the tears...but it keep falling
love is hurt...ya..it hurt when u love someone...but if u in love with al-quran..it sure make u strong
i love al-quran..but i also love a person
hmmm..
and it hurt more when u thought that today would shine throughout
but it happen that..today not only cloud but a disaster come..

it feel great to start ur day with a word "i love u"
it sure bright ur day..one full day
but it more great with just one mistake
it ruin the day n the whole week...
the whole yesterday sweet memory..
mistake is great..it can ruin happiness
it can ruin a smile n a hope..
my smile n my hope
it also ruin the imagination that u could be "the one" that can cheer me up
and change it to never hope n imagine that "the one" is u

the past memory should make u aware
u should learn from it
promises n excuses is just part a lie
n I HATE LIAR!!!!
once a liar also be a liar