why....

nape ngan bezpren2 aq...ble msg2 dh ade psgn msg2 mcm aq nie x prnh wujud je....
sdgkn...aq yg knlkn dyeorg tpi dyeorg lyn aq camnie lak....dh lah skrg adalh saat2 yg aq sgt butukn mereka tpi knp leh jd camnie....

ok...aq trima klu dyeorg x de mse nk msj aq...so..aq msj dyeorg...tpi still dyeorg x bls....sdgkn msj org len leh lak dye bls.... aq dh rse dri aq nie cam perigi cari timba lak...pdhl dyeorg just kwn aq....tpi lg trk dri org yg x prnh knl aq....

at least org yg x knl aq...aq anto msj 100% blsnyer ah...tpi dyeorg jgn kn nk bls...aq skt ke msk hospital ke blm tentu nk tanya kabo jgnkn nk jenguk.... rse cam org bodo lak ngadu kt blog tpi k wt camne klu dulu leh ah ngadu kt dyeorg...tpi skang dye org pn x de mse nk bls msj aq nikn plk nk dgr aq ngadu....

dulu sblm ade couple...."x pe klu ko ade ape2 brthu aq mne thu aq leh tlg...ktekn bff" tpi blm pn aq ade mslh bsr blm pn aq mintk duit ke ape ke...bru dyeorg ade couple...dh tgk aq mcm aq nie invisible....org camnie layak ke nk pggl kwn...

maybe ah aq x perfect at least...i try my best to help them wlupn mse 2 aq sndiri ade mslh...walupn mse 2 aq bz nk pekse....tpi x pe 4 my bff...org kte duit leh cri... tpi kwn sejati sekali seumur hdp...so...aq hargai dyeorg sebaik2nye.... time dyeorg bsn aq tmnkn...wlupn kul 3 pg....dyeorg x de kedit aq tlg topupkn wlupn aq sndiri sengket duit...tpi nape still dyeorg lyn aq camnie...

aq ade bce... mslh yg dtg pd kte...adalh ujian dri allah atas dosa yg kte lkukn...mmg aq sedar aq mmg byk wt dosa...n dosa2 di wt ngan sengaja...tpi...klu nie ah sbgi topup dosa2 aq...aq x thu smpi ble lg aq leh thn....aq mmg jenis org pns baran tpi...
aq x thu nape utk kwn2 aq, thp ksbrn aq jauh lbh tinggi dri yg aq sangka kn....

tpi...maybe gak sbb couple dyeorg lg bek dri aq sbb 2 dyeorg lg sygkn couple dyeorg dr bff dyeorg...mksdnye ade 1 kenyataan yg b'bunyi" org lelaki sllunya lebih pntgkn kwn mereka dr keluarga mereka", kenyataan 2 x btl...sbb..bru couple blm pn jd bini dyeorg dh sggp tgglkn kwn dyeorg....@ maybe kenyataan 2 x leh pkai utk dyeorg je kot....

abis seme bnde aq tls kt blog nie...lega ckit rsenye....tpi lg lega klu ade org yg phm aq...ade org yg sggp jd bhu aq lg saat aq nk nangis...sbb skang aq dh hlg part 2.... mmg camnie ke hdp...x pernah nk sng...2 aq jer yg ambk bende nie ssh2...sdgkn kt luar sne ada lg org yg sme nsb ngan aq..tpi dye take it easy...maybe x kot...sbb aq x prnh dgr ade org wt rungutn psl bff dyeorg...sbb once bff, 4ever bff....maybe dyeorg bkn bff sbnr aq..maybe aq should keep looking 4 my bff to arrive.... x sgka aq igtkn seme bende aq leh take easy on it but its seem that, finding a good friend is the hardest thing in the world that may be happen to me, although i'm a friendly person but maybe its not enough.....please....i ned some motivation 4 this situation...